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I fucking hate my life and used to drink a fifth of whiskey a night to go to sleep and quiet the thoughts of suicide in my head. By chance I read about Melatonin and went out and bought a bottle.
I take 3-5 10mg pills when I get home and hardly drink more than a few shots of whiskey before falling asleep. I've been doing this for the past 6 months.
Does anyone else use Melatonin to sleep at night?
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>>35257657
yes a lot of people do. but beware, you can build up a tolerance to it and it wont work as well over time.
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>>35257657
Does it actually block out the painful thoughts? I lying here with intense self hatred and I don't know what to do
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>>35257657
wow I use this exact same thing op. I like it but I avoid using it too much because it makes me drowsy the next day
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>>35257679
It blocks it out while you sleep. Once you wake up, it's back to hating your life.
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>>35257701
I know what you mean about feeling drowsy. I counter act it by drinking coffees mixed with espresso when I wake up. Helps with the grogginess of the effects of the pills
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>>35257704
While I sleep isn't the problem it's the time before I sleep
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>>35257722
In my pathetic experience, the time before is used to consume as much alcohol as possible before the pills take effect.
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>>35257657
nope
thoughts of my recently dead mother keep me up
>be 25
>mom gets really weak
>hospital
>dr says cancer
>she kept said cancer from family for years
>dies the day after my b-day
melatonin, weed, booze. just doesn't seem to help.
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>>35257761
Fuck man I am truly sorry for your loss, anon
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>>35257669
Just take more
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>>35257761
You'll never forget, but the pain will fade with time. Stay strong anon.
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>>35257766
ty. not to take away from ops thread. depression sucks and i glad they found something that helps.
i dont think i could wish depression even on my worst enemy.
ill probably just take >>35257786 advice
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I just listen to this song and cry myself to sleep fuck your stupid strawberry pills
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0eSfcUzGTdk
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I stole some weed oil from my sister.
That shit knocks me out.
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>>35257809
absolutely never forget. pain is the hardest part it can make time come to a compete halt (at least for me)
hopefully it does fade though.
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