my thought patterns are extremely abstract, disjointed, chaotic,

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>>35251404
i function similarly. when i'm alone i begin squealing and making inhuman noises, interjected by chortles and grunts. internally, there's a fragmented stream of jumbled noises (inhuman, mostly mechanical noises, like train engines, cogs grinding, etc.) and freely associated words (primarily nonexistent words that sound interesting to me, it's all about assonance and alliteration play, just spouted in this surrealistic accents and distortions of character, that seem to be channeled from beings that are not from this world).

I'm working on learning how to decode this mess, or start transcribing it, but i'm afraid my parents might find my notebook and force me to see psychiatrists like they did last time.

>>35251404
Ever been tested for ADD or ADHD? I have ADD and my thoughts jump from different subjects at random, but I wouldn't call them nonsensical. Not sure if this is the same thing

>>35251949
I highly suspect I have some variation of ADD yes

I used to smoke a lot of weed because it was the only thing that allowed me to focus on anything