How do you get over the shame, pain and misery when you remember

People get over that??

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You drink more

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>>35248456
You don't. You just look forward to the next time you will be drunk and not giving a shit.

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>>35248456
My friend, you suck it up and drink again the next night. It hurts at first, but then you'll graduate to drinking alone like us alcoholics :)

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>>35248456
You don't drink.

Drinking is for normies

>>35248456
More alcohol.
Either that or stop giving a fuck.
More alcohol is the easier option.

>>35248456
>How do you get over the shame, pain and misery when you remember the things you did the night before after an alcohol binge?

I remember the first time I drank to the point of blacking out. It was the first summer I spent working at a camp for the disabled. I ministered to God's mistakes, taking care of people riddled by disease having spent their lives in institutions where they were beaten and raped. I recall holding one of my charges, a six year old boy who was no larger than an infant. A retarded man shoved the little boy from my arms. He placed his head in my lap, grabbed my hand and placed it on his head; the desperate act of one who had never been loved. Most difficult were those with cerebral palsy whose minds were intact though their bodies twisted. More than one confided that what they hated most about their condition was that they would never be desired.

At season's end, we counselors built a campfire and drank. The counselors who had hooked up that summer embraced and laughed. I sat with a bottle of whisky as my companion, staring into the flames. In the span of fifteen minutes I drank a quarter of the bottle. I wanted oblivion and received it.

Other counselors ministered to me that night, wiping the vomit from my body with the tissues we used to clean the campers.

There were jokes the day after, little gibes about my alcoholism. It was all in fun. However, I was curious. I asked one of the counselors who watched over me if I had said anything during my fit. She responded that I mentioned the name of one of my charges over and over again and said that I considered him my brother; we were both so tired of being alone.

I know better now. Though I still drink myself to sleep every night, I take care to do so in isolation. The only way to escape the pain that comes from a liquor bottle is to ensure there is no one present to hear the secrets you confess when you drink from it.

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>>35249555
Drunk words are sober thoughts. Drinking alone is best fampai.