>tfw into sissy/feminization stuff I don't want to be

>>35224865
Dont masturbate for two weeks.
Youre welcome.

>>35224865
Switch to fapping to loli.

>>35224977
Do this OP, and then when you do fap, only fap to vanilla stuff.

There's no exit for that, OP. Just enjoy.

>>35225006
>switch to fapping to loli
And spend the rest of your life getting raped in prison.

>>35224865
Stop jacking off to traps. Unless you're legitely gay, 4chan has probably just trained into this way of thinking. Take a break and you'll reset.

If that doesn't work you can go for the ultimate brain reset. I've done this only once and it was a really horroble time in my life but I reccomend if it's really a huge problem for you.

Don't eat for like 3-5 days. I reccomend taking some time off of work if you do this, because you will feel terrible. I doubt you need to go this far and there are plenty of other resets you can do.

Turn off the electronics for a couple weeks. Only walk to work for a while. Who knows. Sometimes you just have to mix it up and fuck up your face.

>>35224865
Or maybe I should get into it because I'd make for a damn good fucking trap.

Are you into normal (lol) sissification or the interracial shit?

I want to lose it, too, man.

>>35224865
Don't worry you will make a good little girl
Haha little sissy girl
Cannot believe you, I bet you want nothing more than to shave your body, put on girls clothes, and get fucked like a girl. Isn't that right

>>35225018
>tfw have never fapped to just vanilla
I guess suicide was my always my only option

>>35224957
>>35225006
Don't make things worse anons!

>>35224977
>>35225018
Is it really this simple? I guess I'm worrying too much then

>>35225115
This can't be true

>>35225148
I don't really fap to traps and I had this fetish way before 4chan. I wouldn't say it's a huge problem right now, but I worry about the future. I hope I don't need to do something extreme to reset.

>>35225150
Normal.

>>35225200
y-yes, but please don't tease me right now, it doesn't help.

>>35225296
god damn this
>discover porn around the age of 8 or so
>don't know the terms for bondage or restraints
>just start looking for "porn where girls can't move"
It's kind of liberating to know that I was broken from the start.

Do you meet a lot of women, OP? I used to have this particular fetish but having gone out and messed around with some women, all that shit is gone out the window and I can actually enjoy straight vanilla porn again. If you're meeting a lot of women and you're still into this, you're probably stuck with it.

>>35225354
The reset you need is the reset into your new life fulfilling your destiny of being someone's little girl. Just accept your date that nothing makes you happier than being stripped and forced into panties and a skirt.
Then have hands slide up your legs and up your skirt while pulling your panties down just enough to expose your butt. This is what makes you happy and you know you love it.
There is no escape, just become what you are meant to ne

>>35225150
What if I'm intl both?

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>it's an Anon wants to fight his sissy urges but ends up being brainwashed into them even more episode

It's okay anon. All /r9k/ is good for is manipulating stupid weak-minded fukbois like you.

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I don't know. I started a decade ago and now I'm not cute at all. I don't know what to do.

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Why fight it? You could be this cute boy. Just think about it: meeting a middle-aged gay couple at a bar, having one too many drinks, getting taken home and fucked senseless.

>>35225361
I didn't watch porn until I was 18, but I've never fapped to normal stuff. I guess sometimes it's already in your brain and there is nothing much you can do.

>>35225392
I don't leave my room very much and don't meet women.

>>35225465
It makes me happy and horny, but I'm 24. Soon I won't be young anymore, I can't afford to have this fetish when I get there. It's weird, maybe even disgusting.

>>35225590
I'm not stupid you know!

>>35225645
That's my worry exactly, how old are you anon?

>>35225702
Dont do it, you are gonn regret it in the end. Just cut the porn for while

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>>35225702
I'm 28 now.

>>35225702
If it's a just for fun while you're young experimental thing you might squeeze a couple years out of it. That being said it's basically impossible to be a sexy trap after 30 so you'll either quit or turn into an ugly $5 ass for older men to fuck because you're addicted to it at that point.

If you can pass without taking hormones then experimenting with it is probably harmless.

>love male/male findom
>i am a sub
>want to serve a younger guy, the bigger the age gap the better
>can't wait until I am 40+, serving an 18 year old effeminate NEET

>>35224865
Find some sissy shit you're not into, like maybe ball busting or milking or something that's just borderline abuse. Or just move on to submissive girls, they're like the same as traps, but you won't really find any irl

>>35225702
>I'm not stupid you know!
Come on Anon, just admit it. You don't even want this to stop. You started this thread because you wanted us to put more sissy thoughts into your stupid sissy head.

>>35225825
Disregard the part about submissive girls, I thought op meant being into sissies, not being one. In this case just go gay and ditch the whole sissy thing altogether, you'll eventually just evolve into just liking guys in general

>>35225746
I will!

>>35225784
The same applies to you too, you should worry about getting old and stuck with this fetish.

>>35225797
It's not about "passing", or being a real trap for me. The problem is that when you're old you end up looking too ridiculous.

>>35225806
Are you a male too?

>>35225865
Why are you calling me stupid? You're rude, go away.

>>35225888
I like girls too, I wish I could get more excited thinking about penetrating girls.

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>>35224957
Guro destroyed my last hope of finding someone I can somewhat relate to.
It would be easier to find an unicorn than someone with the same hobbies and somewhat similar fetishes.

>>35226086
Yes, I am a male too.

Quit porn entirely and cold turkey

it's the only way

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>not dressing up and being cute in the time while you still can
If you try to fight this you will only hate yourself for it.

>>35226246
This, OP. Let's be real: you deserve to be happy. At least, you probably do. There's very few people who deserve to be miserable their whole lives. If this will make you happy, fucking go for it. If you realize 10 years from now that you've become an ugly fuck and it's not sexy any more, then quit. Alternatively, you may have found a partner with similar fetishes by then who doesn't mind that you look ridiculous, because to them you're still sexy. Ultimately, why shouldn't you try? You can always quit when you're older. It's not meth, there won't be withdrawals.

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>>35226086
>The same applies to you too, you should worry about getting old and stuck with this fetish.
Of course I worry about it. I'm not going to look like my animes ever. There's no point in liking any of this but I do.

>>35226212
>the bigger the age gap the better
Why do you think that? I don't understand your reasoning.

>>35226246
>>35226351
You're right. But what if I can't let this fetish go and it gets more and more extreme as I get older? I already saw people who went way overboard with it in the internet.

>>35226358
Do you pretend to quit one day?

>>35226505
You don't let fetishes go, it doesn't work like that. Once you have one it doesn't just go away.

>>35226569
Patently false, try again.

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>>35226505
>Do you pretend to quit one day?
I've tried to quit. I haven't been able to.

>>35226505
I find it erotic for the younger person to be dominant over the older person. With an age gap of something like 45 to 18, my master would practically be my son's age and I just find that incredibly arousing. It is also humbling to think that I would be 27 when he was born and that in 18 years I'd be handing my paycheck to him and he'd be keeping me in chastity.

>>35226619
Oh yeah? What fetish have you gotten really into and then just dropped like a hat?

>>35226569
I have this fetish for years and it's still my favorite, I cum very easily thinking about it. I guess it's expected it wouldn't be easy to get rid of it, but maybe it's not impossible, I didn't even try.

>>35226630
I see. I guess nothing much can be done in your case then, I hope you have fun at least.

>>35226697
When you put it that way it's kind of arousing... but I think it's not very common for 18years old to want middle aged man as their subs, is it?

>>35226804
I mean you might """"get rid""" of it in the same way gay people go to bible camp to become straight. Just layers of repression that lead to depression and don't solve the problem.

>>35226804
I don't think it would be that rare to find a willing 18 year old master. Especially when these types of relationships revolve around money.

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Help me. Ive already started going down the path.

SOMEBODY STOP MEEE

>>35226924
That's really shitty, do everyone a favor and kill yourself.

>>35226852
What do you suggest then? Do you think I should go around having sex with men and women dressed as a girl until I can't anymore? Maybe it's easier to repress, I don't want to be sad.

>>35226924
You're right, money is a pretty good incentive.

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I think I was born with this fetish, is that possible? I used to fantasize about it before I knew what sex was I just wanted to be girly and got a boner thinking about it

>>35227210
I don't think I was born with this fetish specifically, but since a very young age I get excited thinking about masochistic thoughts in general

I'm the same as you, OP. Been fantasizing about being a girl since I was 10. That's ten years of wishing I was a girl.
fyi the nofap meme doesn't work
I've gone months without fapping at all, just ended up being more submissive and receptive to the fetish.
There's no use fighting it, enjoy it while you can. Take lots of pics so you have material for when you're older

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>>35225865
He just has to ejaculate and this will leave his head until the next time he forgets.
Try it, faggot. It's called sexual frustration, you didn't just acquire mental illness out of nowhere.
Or take a dick in the ass, that seems to be how this ends up most of the time.
>this board is just an incubator for mental illness
>why else is anyone here except to prod people or take the final dive themselves
>almonds

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>>35224865
Dont fight it, the temptation is gonna get stronger. Go fap to sissy hypno porn like the good girl you are, shave yourself to be smooth and put some nice kneesocks on you aswell. You know you love it. And imagine your smooth asshole being penetrated by big muscular cock <33 If others done it, why cant you? <3

>>35227394
If the no fap fails I'll do as you say.

>>35227918
I doubt the temptation is going to get stronger than it already is...

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>>35225361
>tfw the first porn i ever fapped to was furry shit
NICE

>>35228181
>the only porn I've ever fapped to is furry shit
I know that feel

tfw I'm the same as OP except I'm a chubby bara bottom who's 5'11 and has no chance of ever being an attractive sissy.

>>35228628
Sorry about that anon. I don't know if I'm much attractive either, mainly because of my face.

>>35228975
I think I have a pretty decent face especially because I'm attracted to thick eyebrows and I have somewhat thick eyebrows but I'm just too tall and don't feel like putting forth the effort to become a sissy because I feel like I'll just become ugly.

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>>35229016
>I'm just too tall
There is no worse feel as a sub

>>35229016
I'm 5'4, 120lbs, so I think at least my body can look good. But even if my face is not that great I don't mind too much, the problem is looking like a freak.

I went from viewing Blacked porn to now watching interracial sissy. Supreme JUST-tier.

I might try No Fap for two weeks but the problem is I never leave the house due to severe anxiety, and jerking off is really the sole thing that relieves that anxiety in the first place.

>>35229287
I have the same problem. Besides, do we have to just no-fap or have to abstain any sexual thoughts too? The latter seems pretty hard.

>>35227210
I totally had this trate during childhood, really started fucking with around puberty though. Since then I've been questioning a trans/sissy life. I honestly tried most of the no fap cleanser memes and it never went away.

Don't believe the people who say to do No-Fap.

I did No-Fap and as a result became an even bigger sissy.

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>>35229490
>tfw I don't know if anon is being honest, or if he is trying to trick me into continuing to be a sissy

>>35229567
After 2 weeks of no-fap I just wanted to have anal sex more. Sure, my penis was more sensitive and I came faster, but my balls were still full and I was left unsatisfied from cumming from stroking my cock. I instead wanted to keep playing with my hole and craved giving blowjobs.

I ended up using my fingers on my anus and I orgasmed atleast 15 times during that one session, my body weak and immobile, yet it was spasming and I was drooling and my mind was gone.

It made it worse.

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>>35229619
I want chastity for someghing like this desu

>>35229619
Has it ever crossedyour mind that maybe you're just gay?

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>>35229711
Sure, but I'm bitterly envious of traps and their beauty while I'm an ugly fuck.

>>35229711
he said he wasn't satisfied from stroking his cock and could only get off to anal

i'm pretty sure that's grade-a sissy

>>35229619
lmao.

You should've tried fapping to vanilla porn, I think that was your mistake.

>>35229687
don't even mention chastity, it's my second favorite fetish. I'll have to be careful when no-fapping to not get into chastity mentality, it would be a disaster and I would completely miss the point.

>>35229816
I did fap to vanilla porn, you retard. It just ended up making me wish I was the woman and I couldn't stop focusing on the cock.

Unless you mean to say fap to softcore porn in which case what the fuck

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>>35229816
I can't do mental chastity, only physical

>>35229844
Why rude though?

>>35224977
This.

Cut yourself off from porn, hold off on fapping for as long as you can.

By the time you're ready to cave, you'll be able to bust to basically anything. Seriously, a picture of an even moderately attractive, fully clothed woman will be enough for you to blast a huge load over.

It's an instant, undeniable reminder that it's just the constant porn and masturbation that's sending you deeper and deeper into perversion.

I've seen some kind of cute older traps and fapped to it

You need to work out and be smooth though

As long as you attempt to be cute it's not hard!

>>35230093
see
>>35229490
>>35229816
>>35229844

you're retarded

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>>35229016
>>35229195
Tall girls have long legs. Tall sissies are the best.

>>35229896
I want to lock a robot boi in chastity and make out with him.

>>35230151
I'm the tall one and I want to be in chastity post your steam/discord

>>35230093
I see, thanks anon.

>>35230117
I'm a little skeptical, but I already said I'll try

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>>35230185
How tall, doesn't matter only curious? And weight? And location?

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>>35230151
Kissing my neck makes me leak buckets

>>35230218
5'11, 195lb (was 210lb 3 weeks ago), and folsom california

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>>35230223
Would you leak even more if I groped your balls when my tongue's in your mouth?

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>>35230281
>>35230223
>Cucked again by yet another femboy

>>35229226
pretty adorable height anon. i could carry you around one handed

>>35225148
>brain reset
>stop eating
What

>>35229738
it takes work to be pretty anon, so get to work instead of whining

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>>35230281
Nh, fuck my hole and play with boibewbs

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>>35230631
You like your nipples pinched slut? Where are you from?

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>>35230684
...be gentle
texas

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>>35230766
>be gentle
Sissies don't get to decide

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>>35230821
hot.

Is OP a fag yet? (S)he should post OC

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>>35230846
She should, I also want to see your boipucci and stroke off to it.

>>35230230
Oh shit I'm in Sacramento CA what do you look like

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>Saw brown, male cheerleader today
>Absolute cutie/10, average ish built but fem, long hair
>Nice butt
>Will never be able to find any specific porn for this fetish
I just want to see a cute brown guy getting fucked in the ass, possibly in cheerleader outfit

>>35230766
>tfw TX
Let me fuck your bp

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>>35230879
>tfw no panties

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>>35231106
You wouldn't need some right now

>>35231106
Also I want to see you spread.

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>>35224865
>tfw sucked myself while watching sissy hypnos again

I need to stop doing this before I fuck my back.

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>>35231324
Try getting as close as you can by edging and playing with your butt, then just finish in your mouth.

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>>35231238
Sorz dont have any saved

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>>35231356
It's better to edge back and forth using my own mouth. I can't control myself when I'm horny, so just using my hand is never enough.
>butt
Doesn't do anything to me. Feels weird. I prefer to just suck myself.

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>>35231368
Smooth and open for business. Nice boycunt.
>>35231410
>Doesn't do anything to me.
Even hotter knowing the pleasure is entirely for the man.

>>35225361
I've never been able to fap to anything but bondage; when I was a kid I always got really turned on by the DID scenes in old movies and the Disney Channel.
The first raging boner I got in my life was when my older sisters locked me in a closet. I always loved the feeling of being pinned down, but that might have just been autism in the vein of weighted blankets, but I also loved restraining anyone, in a 'sexual manner' or not.
I don't think there's any unringing this bell, but you're not the only weirdo. I stay sane by keeping sex a small and compartmentalized part of my life.
The brothel 90 minutes from me has hot whores who will let me tie them up (or vice versa, depending on mood, the first one is the limiting factor though,) it does what I need it to do.

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>>35231455
It is. I want to be fucked, but more because of the idea of it. Maybe it feels better being fucked by a real cock instead of a piece of plastic. I can always jerk off at the same time, too.

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>>35230499
He's trying to trick you into become a trap through malnutrition. If you're already crazy and not thinking straight it will amplify your thoughts.
I put up with the trap shills, mostly because I have no say in the matter ,but their agenda (whether the motivation is lulz, destruction or boipussi) is still fucked up.

I want a man to wrestle me to the ground and make it clear I can't do anything but take his dick.

>>35230151
I've always found it pretty hot, but 6'2 165 with 7.5'' benis, just too much people.
I probably have a body a lot of robots would kill to be able to work on, but I hate it.

>>35231692
IDK if they make chastity cages that size, but I'd still laugh at you for having a big cock you can't even use while you're sucking my dick.

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>>35231779
I meant being a sissy girl.
I don't know when it started, my older sisters used to dress me up like a doll when I was really little, but I feel like that was just the first time I noticed. I probably was born broken, dormantly waiting to fuck my head up.
I have a girly face too, God is sick. I was born with the frame of a linebacker or a goalie, and the mind of a submissive, cynical, repressed faggot.
To be honest the thought of being bound and gagged in lingerie (maybe with this imaginary large-sized chastity device) and manhandled is so sickeningly hot I may leave this website and never return.

>>35230910
just post your steam or something and we can talk there

http://steamcommunity.com/id/videofuckinggames2/

is mine

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>>35231692
>>35231852
Chastity cage sizd isnt by erect length babe
Flaccid lenis length - 1/4 to 1/2 inches off for a decently fit cage

>>35231455
Thx<3

>>35231975
I really don't get how they work, I just find the idea of the restraint hot.
What would happen if I got an erection? Would I break my dick? Would the skin tear off?

>>35231998
Stay clean and you'll be safe
People describe it as erotic pain but I've never had the pleasure of wearing a device

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>>35230439
t-thank you

>>35230846
>>35230879
I knew the thread would get derailed eventually. Maybe I will try being a sissy before trying to give up, but it's not a promise ok.

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>>35232257
Take titty skittles, boiboobs are great

>>35232418
>Mentally scarring yourself
>Losing all of your lust
>Getting sterile
>Getting emotionally unstable
>Getting pretty much undateable by 99% of all the men out there
>All for shitty boobs that won't look good without some plastic surgery

lol

>>35232418
I don't know anon, taking hormones just because of my fetish doesn't seem like a good idea.

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>>35224865
Then transition before that

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>>35232455
>Mentally scarring yourself
what
>Losing all of your lust
rare, especially if you're not an old hon
>Getting emotionally unstable
who isn't?
>Getting pretty much undateable by 99% of all the men out there
99% of normie idiots maybe
>All for shitty boobs that won't look good without some plastic surgery
boibewbs are sexy and what's wrong with fake tits

>>35232587
>Changing your whole life for a fetish
Well, good luck with your eventual suicide.

>>35227210
It's called gender dysphoria you fucking retard

what if you want a girl to do it to you

>>35233454
I'm attracted to girls already, so it wouldn't be a problem.

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>>35232455
>implying small boobs are shitty

>>35232825
Actually it's called autogynephelia. Not the same thing

I really hope this thread doesn't die overnight

>>35234316
Why did you like my thread anon? It's almost time to go to bed for me too.

>>35232257
Please just do so, we all want it

>>35235475
but I'm just a random person on the internet, why do you want it anon?