I'm completely dazed you guys. I feel lost in the stream of life.
I'm a 22 years old male who basically failed everything. I used to be anorexic in highschool, evidently I didn't focus on work and I was just an awkward mess all along. I still don't know what to do, having failed all the prospects I had (missed both tries for med studies).
I'm currently studying to be a nurse, a job in a field I have absolutely no will to work in anymore. It's a dead end occupation with no prospects, exceptionally so in France, I mainly picked that field out of desperation and fear of not having something to fall back on. But I keep on losing my time since I'm 18.
A thread came up some time ago where a guy on /pol/ claimed that he finished his studies and started working in an engineer firm at 30, where his coworkers were 5 years younger than him and he hated it.
I had a sort of depression after failing in the first field I initially picked, which lasted long enough to fuck me up: lost contact with everyone, got isolated even more. I lost a large amount of time and, consequently, opportunities; now that I have enough courage to get up and do something, I feel like it's already too late and so far behind everyone else because I'd start anew, at the ripe age of 22.
How do I deal with this? It's not bothering me as much as I'd like it to, I never felt more peaceful since I left all my former accointances. But I want now more than ever to get a good career and embrace life. It just feels like I'm denied all of this.
You're asking the wrong board lad
>>>/adv/
>>35203124
Thanks man. But /adv/ is a bunch of faggots. I'll still try. Original.
what my advice to you would be is to stick to it and finish your degree. After that, you can reexamine your options.
Anyway avec un diplome d'infirmier, tu peux travailler dans les pays du tiers monde pour medecin sans frontieres ou des trucs du genre.
moi jai 35 ans et j'ai rien foutu de ma vie.
bonne chance
>>35202929
>I want now more than ever to get a good career and embrace life
That's not going to come just from picking a field and/or going to school to study something, it's going to happen when you challenge yourself and expand your comfort zone, and you can do that (or not) at any age.