My life is pretty awful and it is slowly but surely getting even

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Depression is in full swing, everyday feels as pointless as the last, I have no goals or people that I care about in my life.

At least we're not alone here.

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Too tired to an hero. Feels pointless to live and everything is a chore. Haven't progressed in my hobbies for months despite trying my hardest. Why do I even bother...

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>>35199764
>spend all of my NEET hours playing vidya trying to be good
>still get destroyed by normies who don't bother practicing and just play casually

WHY AM I SO FUCKING BAD AT EVERYTHING I DO REEEEEE

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I can't tell if my life is getting worse and I'm enjoying it because of that, or if it's getting better and I'm not enjoying it because of that.

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My life varies but my mood doesn't. What's the point in getting better if I'm just going to be sad all the time?
>ywn escape depression

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>>35199928
I only play single-player games due to that. Feels much better to follow an intricate story, hear a great soundtrack, feel for the characters, admire the artistic direction and enjoy well designed gameplay than to bother with ultimately repetitive multi-player games.

>>35199092
Lately, I'm getting better
Wish I could stay sick with youu

>>35200156
>Wish I could stay sick
These goddamn teenagers tick me off. Not that it really matters since it's barely a drop in the ocean at this point.

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>fucked up teenage years, but godtier genetics
>all of upper secondary & high scool KHV with no IRL friends
>spent a few years fixing my shit up before uni
>now a interesting, 6'4 and handsome white man so I got women all over me

Got kinda lucky
Still frequent 4chan since my sense of humor is pretty much molded by fringe internet culture

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Why can I not into life? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>35199092
No one digs my threads in this r9k because it isnt about idiot virgin posting or underhanded homosexuality.
I hate it unironically selfishly and want to kill for prople making me feel bad and under these people.

I am the mnemonic ster