As much as I definitely enjoy solitude
I wouldn't mind perhaps
Spending little time with you
Sometimes
Sometimes
>tfw I'll never spend gf and bf time with my oneitis
>tfw I'll never hold her in my arm while she sleeps
>tfw I'll never hold her hand and walk around in a comfy summer night
>>35181914
>tfw so alone all the time
At least I'm emotionally damaged lol
Drying up in conversation
You will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
As life gets longer awful feels softer
Well it feels pretty soft to me
And if it takes shit to make bliss
then I feel PRETTY BLISSFULLY
I have absolutely no idea what I will even talk about with her. Do you have any idea how many feels I am having right now? How many memories I have to sift through to find out what was real and what wasn't? How this poor poor girl will have to sit there and listen to a broken person ramble for hours about the most fucked up life to ever be.
She's going to sit there like "I regret this decision immediately."
Ridi, Pagliaccio, e ognun applaudir!
Tramuta in lazzi lo spasmo ed il pianto;
In una smorfia il singhiozzo il dolor, Ah!
Ridi, Pagliaccio,
Sul tuo amore infranto!
Ridi del duol, che t'avvelena il cor!
>>35182233
Talk about her, become interested in her and show it, mention your life but don't give a lecture on your life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jg6fuuyhyJg
BLACK HEARTS
DEAD HANDS
THE INK HAS FINALLY RUN DRY FROM THIS TRAGIC PEN
BLACK HEARTS
DEAD HANDS
WE'LL SINK DOWN TO THE BOTTOM WHILE YOU'RE BUSY SIFTING SANDS
YOUR COLD DEAD HANDS
THOSE COLD DEAD HANDS
I'D LIKE TO THANK THE SANDS OF TIME
FOR BURYING US BOTH JUST RIGHT
>>35182585
You know, I would do this normally as I find people's lives very interesting and fun to listen to.
But my life went from about... on a 1-10 scale of interesting... from a 2 to over 9000.
I'm not even exaggerating. It's impossible to get it all out of my mind for even a second.