Has anyone else seen a group of strangers and prayed that they

>>35181099
>Has anyone else seen a group of strangers and prayed that they would murder you and finally grant you the peace you've wanted all of your life?
I thouht I could bait a robot, anyone into coming tokill me from tracking me on a traffic cam

I just realized they would maybe just bully me or be awkward

You would regret it the second it happened

>>35182272
If they did it right the regret would be followed by never having to live in the piece of shit planet for a single second more.

>>35182296
This life very well may be the only thing you will ever expierence. Quit being an edgelord and be a NEET

>>35182381
I've been a NEET, I've leeched off of my parents, I've stayed inside with video games and computers and nothing else 24/7 for a half decade during my teenage years. While others went to school, learned social skills, got an actual education, fell in love and made friends.I was inside distracting myself, trying to shove the suicidal thoughts down. I'm 22 and I'm through with that, I can't turn back the clock, the only way out is to die.

>>35182481
Im 20 and i am also NEET. Have you worked before? Fuck that. Just enjoy each day you dont have to wageslave and leech as long as possible. One day the gravy train will run out brotha

>>35181099
I think about someone shooting me in the head without me knowing. Instant death.

>>35182481
If youre suicidal then just join the military and be infantry. You can retire at 42, well before most people. Or you can die before then. Win win

>>35182610
I've only "worked" with my dad and mostly played fetch, nothing I could put on a resume, I attend college in order to stay in my grandma's hous but my heart's not in it, I just want out, out of everything.

>>35182665
Don't they do mental evaluations? I'd be fucked.

>>35182821
Holy shit i am you but with my grandpa. But i am not inschool, fuck that jew meme.

As for the evaluation, they check for history of depression/anxiety. But i heard most recruiters dont bother with even checking