Was your life better before? Don't you ever look back at

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My life hasn't changed, only my attitude. I was definitely happier though only because I had some hope things would change. Of course they didn't and they won't.

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>>35178260
No I always was an autistic faggot since the day I was born. Other than my partial intellegence I had no other reason for anyone to like me. I had ADHD and no friends for the majority of my school life. Even people who I thought were my friends were not really.

I want to die.

>>35178260
I was always miserable, I just got more miserable as I got older

Yep, it was definitely better before. I didn't worry about money because I didn't have any. Now it's all I think about, stress out about.

I'm older so time seems like it's ticking away faster now.

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>>35178260
My life was better, sure, but I was always autistic

You can't fix that

>>35178463
I wanted to tell you that I really like this image you posted, I saved it. And I tend to respect people a lot depending on the pics they post, so I wanted you to know that I think you are a valuable human being.

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I'm 19 and I'm miserable now.

I have good career prospects in the future, and I'm not socially retarded or bad looking.

It's just everything I want is an actual fantasy and the world is a very cruel and shallow place. Once you understand how people work and that everyone is inherently selfish, it gets very difficult to have a positive outlook on life. I like watching My Little Pony because it lets me fantasize about a world that's a lot more innocent and selfless.

I'm also worried about my grandma, who I love very much but she's getting very old now. Once she dies I don't know how I'll live with myself.

The ultimate redpill is to not take the redpill.