I can't experience a day where I don't question my own existence.
What's wrong, OP?
quite original
>>35178235
>When you can't experience a day where you don't have to block out painful thoughts
Baumeister calls it "cognitivedeconstruction"
>>35178235
I can't experience a day without fearing the future that is ever near. A seemingly grim future, full of failure and hoplessness just like the past.
Why live?
>>35178341
I feel useless and out of place daily, I'm tired of it.
>entertain myself all the time to avoid existencial crisis
>running out of entertainment
>start masturbating more often as a replacement for entertainment
>masturbation is also boring me
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT PLACE, I WANT TO BE DISTRACTED FROM LIFE.
>>35178799
>ywn live with peace of mind
>>35179116
Why can't we be content lads
>tfw mentally can't cope with all the things that make up life at the same time
>keep forgetting lots of things to the point where I'm starting to think I have a memory problem
>>35178799
I have since entered the labyrinthine realms of total existential crisis.
Even the 'distractions' are specters there with me, and I wonder what their existential meanings are.
>>35178589
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THIS ANIME IS FROM
>>35179826
Serial experiments lain, I think
>starting to depersonalize again and there's nothing I can do to stop it
>>35180054
is that when you get stuck in a computer