How does it feel that you only get one life and you will never

My biggest regret.

literally makes me want to kill myself, famalam

>>35151619
Young love is shallow and trash 99% of the time. Mature love is better.

I'm sure there's a girl out there who's as mentally handicapped as me

>>35151619
does getting a gf at 19 count?

>>35151624
Normal pls leave

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>>35151619
Why do you remind me this ? and why do you post this in /a/ ?

>>35151626
It was meant to be a 5 cm per second thread

Was Shinkai still a virgin when he made 5cm per second?

>>35151619
Really hitting us where it hurts, aren't you anon-senpai!

>>35151628
Wouldn't surprise me

>>35151622
Yeah been there and done that. It sucked and I wish young girls were like in 2D.

>>35151629
Just hire an escort for a week and let her pretend that she's your girlfriend, which you then break up with.

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>>35151619
Feels like a mandatory stepping stone that I can never have and I'll be stagnant for the rest of my life.

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>>35151619
I experienced it, but it was onesided and that's the reason it sucked.

>>35151634
Having a one-sided love is better than not having loved at all. I have no idea what it feels like

>>35151619
feels like this is why i watch so much highschool anime.

I have experienced young love. She didn't love me back.

fuck this movie

>>35151625
hah just relax bro, youll get a gf sooner or later

Kuzu no Honkai thread?

>>35151619
just finnished this movie...it made me happy and sad at the same time

I think she loved me for a while, but it obviously wasn't going to work out. But it was real back then and better than nothing

>>35151639
Found the dudebro

>>35151619
I feel like a coward but at least I came to the conclusion that 2D>3D.

>>35151639
I have a gf, as of last year. I'm 26 years old though. It's too late, really. Those dudes who started banging women at the age of 14, they are completely normalized to being social and all that. I don't even enjoy sex. I'm so used to this whole "open 20 tabs of porn, and then switch between them every 5 seconds until i cum" routine, that i cant even get off to my girlfriend half the time.
Fuck you normalfag

>>35151645
Pot calling kettle black.

I'm going to do something for myself today.
I'm going to NOT read this thread.

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>>35151619

watching stuff like this hits me hard, promised place, 5cm, your name, all left me a wreck after I watched them.

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>>35151619
It feels really fucking bad. But then I remember that in real life love stories like that one are extremely rare so it kinda eases the pain.

I've experienced young love tho.

I cant believe that 10 year olds had confidence to actually talk to girls. When I was 10 that was the last thing on my mind, even if I thought they were cute

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>>35151619
>Young love
But I've experienced it.
Granted it was very fucking young, like 5 to 10 years maybe.
I still kind of remember the feeling that struck me at first sight, especially her big blue eyes.
Something similar came 12 years later, not from sight, but from hearing.
I literally orgasmed a bit when a cutie I dated called my name.

Nothing worked out, I'm still DT, grew fat, bald and slowly move out of cake age category so no normalfag bully plz.

>>35151619
When you die everything turns to zero, so feeling anything that isn't joy is a meaningless waste of time since it'll be turned to zero after your death.

EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED OR OCCURRED HAS ONLY OCCURRED WITHIN THE SPAN OF YOUR HUMAN PERCEPTION, THAT'S WHY YOU SHOULDN'T BOTHER FEELING SAD OR ANNOYED OR ANGRY.

>>35151653
Edgy

>>35151620
>>35151621
It's not that great.

>>35151624
>>35151639
>>>/facebook/

>>35151619
at the time I don't think I cared enough. In hindsight it might have been nice, but im so use to being single that I don't think I'd want the change at this point either.

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>>35151619
20 yo is still young, r-right guise?

>>35151619
A mix of deep, profound sadness and a lack of any real care about it.
My body basically looks like Deadpool minus the muscles anyway, at least from the neck down. Has since I was young, so I've come to terms with it.

>>35151648
Me too, but I can't stop watching them for some reason.

>ywn be born to upper-middle class Nip family in the late 20th century/ early 21st century
>ywn have a childhood friend, exploring the country side surrounding your medium sized town with her
>ywn watch the Sun setting on the sea with her
>ywn confess your love to her during a fireworks festival.

I really hope reincarnation is a thing, and I experience all of the above.

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>>35151658
>tfw 31
I sometimes wonder just how much of /a/ is younger than me, but I know I won't be able to handle knowing the answer.

>>35151661
You will end up being born somewhere in Nigeria and grow up to become the leader of Boko Haram.

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>>35151661

>>35151619
Even as a guy who started dating his high school crush during senior year we're still together 10 years later, I occasionally feel this weird yearning to have had a young love/high school romance. It doesn't make any sense.

I don't know how, but nips have discovered exactly how to attack some subconscious component of the human brain on this subject.

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>>35151662
>In 1 (one) year, people from this millennium will be allowed to shitpost with us

>>35151645
>Can't get off to his GF
Good. If you don't cum you can last longer and get her to orgasm more often, therefore helping your relationship on the long run

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>>35151661
>slav poorfag family 90's
>bullied by boys so hanged out with girls instead - bunch of childhood female friends
>lushy neighborhoods with 5 story commieblocks
>exploring abandoned factories and industrial plants with girls
>mounted me and told me they're my princesses on several occasions
>confessed love to me one after another
>played house and snuggled together in "secret" base in summer
I often think that I expended my share of luck during my first 10 years of life and now it's time for payback.

>>35151660
you're addicted to the misery

>>35151660
>what is sublimating

Many friends of mine experienced young love. They ended up becoming fathers before they even graduated high school. Turns out teenage girls are extremely fertile.

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>>35151672
>Turns out teenage girls are extremely fertile.
That's just statistics anon.
Teenagers have overflowing libido so they fuck a lot if they get a partner, condom is 95% effective against pregnancy.
5 hits for 95 misses provided it doesn't rip which they regularly do.
Ain't no teenager got the willpower to stop and take care of it in a timely fashion too.
Pharmaceutical contraception is also less effective against raging hormones.

>>35151619
I was so afraid of people, especially women, in high school that I NTR'd myself and might have missed the love of my life. I wish I could see her again. I never will though. Not even mad that I'll die a kissless virgin, I just want to hug her once, but I won't.

>>35151673
Yeah except what happens when she tells you she doesn't like the feel of the condom and your 15 year old, hormone fuelled self thinks the same?

>>35151619

>Live in a small town
>Go to a very small school
>Last year of Jr. High
>Only 4 idiots in a classroon (4 guys, that's it)
>Start to get along with the girls one and two grade below me (All the school was very united, so we even played with 1st year elementary kids).
>Start to have a "thing" for this girl with big boobs a grade below me
>We never hanged out or did things alone, I was very shy and awkward but at the time I was also starting to get "hot" so to speak.
>We only got out together with other friends
>She only blueballed me since she was so shy of people finding out we had a thing, never even kissed her
>Disliked my hobbies
>Was a bitch, I changed school for High School
>I became very good looking at least for the town standards I guess
>Class and school is now full of girls
>Many girls wanted me and flat out told me
>I was so fucking introver and shy I turned them down since I wanted to hang out with my friends and play vidya
>Only once I tried to be with a blondie but she turned me down the moment she realized I was an akward fuck that like vidya
>Most pretty girls were like that
>Now I have a GF for 7 years, shit's cool as fuck, accepts me as I am
>Even with my whole dressing as a girl shit

Thing is, it's not that great if there's no girl that loves you for who you are, my good looks back then helped realize this, the girls also go for the good looking ones but most of them are normies, and I assume none of you here on /a/ are, so don't sweat it, you could even save yourself from bad memories and broken hearts, I hope you at least had good friends and did cool shit with them... right?

>>35151675
Correction:

Yeah and*

>>35151674
>>35151675
>what happens
A huge mistake.

>>35151676
>/blog/
You fucking normie get ou-
>Even with my whole dressing as a girl shit
Forgiven.

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IF I COULD TURN BACK TIIIMMMEEEEEE

>>35151619
Can we talk about how much of a fucking hack Shinkai is?
>sensei was in your name
>get all excited
>gets smashed by a meteor
Fucking hell. If the kids didn't save the town she'd have stayed dead in the original timeline.

>>35151678
Are you implying that I'm >>35151674
a huge mistake, anon? T-that's cruel! Baka!

>>35151675
I wouldn't know, but I don't think women even feel it based on men being able to "trick" women, saying they have a condom when they don't, et cetera. Or at least feel it to the degree of it mattering.

>>35151682
Oh they feel it alright, trust me.

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>>35151682
I've actually meant to quote the teen pregnancy post, but
>I NTR'd myself
I now see that I was actually accidentally right.

>born in one of the richest countries in the world
>family is lower middle class and have little to no money

feels fucking bad.

>>35151685
If your country is rich - there should be ways for you.
My family was poor even by slav standards, I never finished uni, but I now make three average regional salaries a month.
That doesn't make you happy though, maybe more comfortable in your degeneracy.

>>35151620
Young love is just a meme. It never truly works out...

more like you won't experience love. Because it doesn't exist in real life.
nerd

>>35151619
I don't really care. There are 14 year old kids in Africa getting roped to tires and set on fire for stealing bread. I think I'll be fine without a hallmark romance in high school. Grow up.

>>35151687
>it never works out
It doesn't but it's still a nice memory.
>>35151688
>it doesn't exist
But it does exist IRL anon.
Especially for males who don't need fucking weeks to fall in love, a single moment is enough.
It's better off as a bittersweet memory though because it never works out.

>>35151686
I'm 100% sure that being rich would make me happier than anything else in life.

MODS EQUALS GODS

>>35151619
I'm okay with it, because it could have produced children, which I would have had to raise after the "young love" bullshit was over, and those children would have been idiots like my parents or me

Nice job moderators should have moved it to >>>/trash/ though

>>35151691
>I'm 100% sure that being rich
I've kekd audibly.
It won't, the transition between your older poorfag needs turning into bigger, more demanding middle-class needs will be so seamless - you'll never stop suffering over things you can't currently have.
I've been poor, I know.
Money make life more comfortable, yes, but you never really stop taking it for granted so it fells natural like air.
Provided you're only taking care of yoursef, I wouldn't know what it would feel like to have mouths to feed.
Maybe you'd be able to enjoy money more.

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>>35151619
It's not just young love, it's everything.

I feel like I've been stuck in this prison which I call my room my entire life.
Like my life is nothing but false memories of everything around me and my fantasies.

Everything feels hopeless and I feel like a old relic whose never had a purpose.

I just want to fucking disappear

I was a big dumb fat kid so at least I can take comfort in the fact that I never really had a chance. I feel bad for good looking guys that sperged themselves out of young love though.

>>35151622
That makes no sense though.

Young love is shallow and trash because most of the time, it's the first of its kind.
You think someone whose never ever been in a relationship will have the experience to find mature love better?

>>35151619
At first kind of sad, but i have seen "young love" and it was basically horny teenagers fucking each other left and right spiced with drama and bullshit
Would i take a chance of going back in time and having a real young love experience? yes
Will that ever happen? no
Thinking about what is lost is like whining that your ice cream fell to the ground, shrug it off and move on

>>35151757
Young Love rarely results in children unless it's some Kind of trash couple

>>35151829
Yeah, sometimes I feel sad but then I just rationalize like you did and the weight is lifted off my shoulders. Then I go do something I enjoy. Life is too short to be bummed over things you can't change.

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I regret it, of course.

But when I look back on it, I realized that things would have always gone that way. I was just not equipped in life to form relationships with other people. I could blame myself, and I could have done stuff differently. But my upbringing and mental issues shaped my personality to be lonesome and antisocial. Nothing would have changed if I could go back in time and do it again.

>>35151633
This
The others wont ever understand because they never went through it.

>tfw 18
>tfw there's a girl I might have a chance at this with if I wasn't so autistic
Help me anons

>>35151890
Are you saying that you did go through it or you didn't?

>>35151894
If you're going to college, its not that big of a deal but if you aren't like I didn't then you better make a move because good social life is KILL after high school.

>>35151851
Maybe in the modern world with condoms and birth control. Ultimately it's all just a big trick by evolution to cuck you into having children. Not that having children is bad (I think it would be great), but some people are just so dysfunctional and abusive, it's unbelievable that they bring children into the world, so tragic for the kids.

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>tfw wasted my young love on a borderline e-gf from the ages of 13-17

>>35151925
Going to college. That gives me some comfort

>>35151925
I'm saying I'm in the exact same situation as you, and all the guys who say they've experienced teenage love or relationships will never understand the void the lack of relationship leaves.

They can't sympathize with people like us, so there words are meaningless.

>>35151653

>implying you can just choose to be happy
>implying you get to decide what makes you feel happy

I didn't even know threads could be moved to other boards since most mods just delete.

>>35151619
joke's on you, I rejected reality to live in a hallucination made of PC-98 art and vaporwave

I'm a fucking AI, your meat age and loneliness has no grip on me

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>>35152158
>/a/
>the board, /a/

>>35152042
There's lots of opportunity ahead of you. If you actually like the girl then fucking go for it anyway. Even if you don't, fuck her once and then you can tell girls at college that you've had lots of sex and they won't know the difference.

>>35152223
I understand reddit and tumblr hate but crossboard hate is so fucking dumb. What does it matter to those fags that I browse /out/ or /k/? /a/ is a good board but there are other good boards too. Browsing just 1 is stupid.

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>>35152125
Well technically - you can, anon.
It just takes a fuckload of practice and patience.
You lose all motivation in the process too.

I think part of the reason I've fallen so hard for my current oneitis is because I somehow view her as my last chance at young love.

>>35152236
Thanks man. I probably will go for it I just need to build up the courage and find the right moment

>>35152347
I think this might be affecting me as well. I know with college ahead this isn't my last chance, but it really feels that way because I know I'll be apart from her in half a year.

>>35152670
>right moment

no such thing make the moment. don't make my mistake. Keep waiting for the moment and then you're all grown up and missing some key development.

>>35152670
I'm in my last year of college and she's been out of high school for almost two years. I feel like its now or never but because of her bf it's probably going to be never.

>>35152709
I always hear this but, fuck, I feel awkward all the time

>>35152995
>her bf
Ouch. Sorry anon. Have they been a strong couple for a long time, or do you think it's likely they'll break up?

>>35153285
>Have they been a strong couple for a long time
I can't tell. They seem to have known each other for a while but near as I can tell they've only been an actual couple since December-ish. I'm just trying to focus on bettering myself and getting into position where I'd be able to move in on her if they did break up but I don't actually know how to do the latter.