I feel that I am slowly losing the final remains of sanity left

>I feel that I am slowly losing the final remains of sanity left in my head...
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>>35148987
I don't know for sure. It's like the last time,but stronger. I'm having a hard time to keep bad thoughts at bay. It's like I'm stuck on a bad acid trip. I'm not thinking on the same wavelength as I should.
I can't remember the last time I left the house. I haven't seen sunlight in a long time. I haven't spoken to her in a while. Maybe she has given up on me. She should. I would have. Poor mama. I don't know how long she will have her son. I'm not going to repeat the story. I would rather slit my throat open than lose it again. Perhaps this time I'll have to do it. I'm not going back.

>>35149193
>I'm having a hard time to keep bad thoughts at bay. It's like I'm stuck on a bad acid trip. I'm not thinking on the same wavelength as I should.
Wow that sounds familiar.
>I'm not going to repeat the story
I guess that's it then, good luck with the rest of your life friendo.

>>35149193
Nicely done anon, that was a well placed ward-rune you encased in the picture. What are the effects?

>>35149193
You freaked out before?

>>35150297
I was 14 the first time. And another at 19. It was like deep diving, but not surfacing. I can't go through that again, man. I just can't.

>>35149193
Go outside please

Robots forget being inside 24/7 will drive anybody crazy

I was you, literally the ONLY and ONLY thing that helps always is hardcore sport, power yourself out til you almost get a hearthattack.

If you are fat start cleaning your house, this should be enough training.

Next time use a treadmill or lift something, do pushups, anything trust me on this.

I literally never moved for 5 years, not a bit.

After i started with cardio and lifting my life changed in a matter of weeks.