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Does anyone else here get sad when they see innocent happiness?
I never experienced it nor any of the other things i should have growing up.
just seeing something like kids playing in the park on a nice day.
even the sound of windchimes or certain soft music will depress me.
everyone my age has gone through so much, milestone experiences and changes in goals, but i'm the same person i was when i was just a kid but more depressed, jaded, and hateful.
i should be worrying how to advance my career or better provide for my family, when I'm still at the stage of working up the courage to ask the other kids if they want to play tag with me.
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please respond to me oregano feels
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No one can help you but yourself
I used to be just like the rest of you but at some point in my teenage years, i realized no one is going to GIVE me anything.
From there I got a HS sweetheart, the most magical thing ive experienced in my life. The blissful happiness of that first love makes me nostalgic even though it wasnt that long. We are still together, trucking through college together, but love is complicated and fickle, not what youd imagine.
Days arent explicitly happy like you seem to think. I just never find myself thinking negative thoughts, I only look optimisitcally about the future, bc thats the only thing I can change.
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>>35131918
I've slowly been able to understand more about these feeling, the problem is that you had your innocence ripped from you.
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