>really bad depersonalization/derealization crisis >feeling

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>>35128710
I know the depersonalization/derealization feel. It started years ago after I got too high with a friend. I freaked out, took an ambien and fell asleep. When I woke up everything was different, and it has gotten worse since then. I was such a wannabe normie faggot back then, and now my life is fucked because of it. It's what I deserve I guess. Anyway op, meds aren't the most desirable thing, but if they help then maybe they are what you need.

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>>35128710
>falling for the psychiatrist meme
top kek

>>35129461

I started taking st.johns wort, took a month and started feeling more real again

sometimes I didn't feel like I was in my own body and didn't want to move, I think I have must have spent a solid 4 years lying down

I think it was caused by moving constantly as a kid, I had no connection to the area I was in and didn't know anyone and was finishing school at the same time

I don't think I have ever experiences depersonalization. What does it actually feel like? And why is it such a bad thing?

Nobody knows what the fuck derealization or depersonalization are. There is no cure or solution and it will never be solved.

You will die with it and nobody will know or understand what was wrong with you

>>35130147

For me, it feels like I am a character and not "me", whatever that means. Makes me feel fake. Like I know I'm logically me but it doesn't feel like me. It's really hard to explain.