>tfw you are some 24 year old guy >be fairly wealthy >be

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>>35121509

It was brief but it was nice to meet you op-kun. Don't fuck it up.

>>35121509
Why is your life that bad? You're not poor and you're getting a decent degree.

I feel you OP. I do so much self-destructive shit that my gf dumped me, I have next to no friends and drinking/smoking is the only thing that makes me feel okay anymore. I don't want to kms but probably will eventually.

>>35121509
Are the analogs legal?

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pathetic

that pain is just illusory, really, and I do know what you're going through and what hell it feels like

trust in me, when you become a wizard you will understand what it really feels to be one with the dark void of despair

>>35121509
You have a place to live and you've almost finished your degree. You can't be happy with that?

I'm 24, will also be 25 in a few weeks. Stuck living with my bipolar mom and step family and a shit house just so I can afford to go to uni down the road without getting into debt. I have a car, but I'd kill to have my own place. You even have enough money to buy all kinds of drugs and whatever else. You've got it made, anon.

I'm a KV loser in STEM as well. I fund a few of my fucking loser nerd hobbies, car insurance, and education with a (now nearly depleted) nest egg I saved wage slaving for several years.

At this point, really, why do you care so much about sex? Buy a hooker if all you want to do is lose your virginity, you obviously have the money. Your life sounds pretty fucking good, desu. You talk a lot more like a failed normie with all your degenerate habits, drug hookups, and extreme wealth.

I'd love to be in your position, OP. I don't even want to use drugs, but having a reliable and generous source of money and my own place would put so many of my problems behind me.

If you're intent on killing yourself don't use a drug overdose. That shit is so easy to fuck up.

I honestly don't have a good explaination for why I'm feeling this way. I'm an incredibly self reflected person.
I tried to make sense of it, but I came to the conclusion that emotion is inevitably an irrational thing.

Long story short: I'm stuck.

I'm in a constant shuffle between emotional numbness and depression.
The only thing that could help me is another person to have a good time with. Hell. Let's just call it by the name and say I need someone to love and be loved by.

But I feel like I really cannot behave like a person you'd be able to have that experience with.
The simple thought of just meeting someone already drains me emotionally, and I end up sitting at home doing nothing.

I don't know what the fuck to do honestly. The plan to end my life has been there for a long ass time with this arbitrary deadline. And it's comming fast.

>>35121663
yes, that's the whole point.
fu-f is the particular one I had in mind. Just google around.