I am old, /r9k/ . I just saw my reflection on the mirror today.

I know that feel, just turned 20

>>35118995
You didn't actually get older overnight, you just became a faggot who spends too much time thinking about his looks. Just like an anorexic thinks too much about his weight.

There were this time, when I was a kid. That some cute girl came on to me and asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend. I couldn't believe that this was real, everyone I met thought I was trash. I was very happy, but it was all a lie to get my friend jealous over her. After that I never trusted another girl.

Just because some kid lied to me when I was like 9 years old, I never put had the courage to really try again. What a fag.

>>35119044
I stopped looking into mirrors this past months. Only did the essential with them, like if I was hurt or my beard was too heavy.

I didn't had friends where I lived. Then I met some cool dude and we had a blast. I used to sometimes when I was angry because of the things happening at my house, do some bad things to him to 'test' him if he was really my friend.

After one of these stupid shits he just went away. I knew that I truly loved that dude, he was the best thing I had there. Should've know by then to act better. Fucking retard.

>used to look like a perpetual college kid
>now starting to get visibly older
>face now has lines all over instead of being smooth
>hands have cracks and wrinkles that weren't there

I know this feel

There were this time, when I was little that I used to eat alone a lot. My parents were busy and I understand that very well. Still, I was just a child and I got lonely, so I walked everywhere looking like shit.

One day, the teacher asked me to stay after class to talk to me. She asked a lot of questions about my family. I said that I knew they were busy and they couldn't eat with me.I said it was fine, but then I started to cry. I said it again to her that everything was fine I was fine, and even asked why I was crying. She just holded me in a hug and said something I can't clearly remember. I kept saying I was fine and I didn't need a hug while I was bawling my eyes out.

After I calmed down she then told me to ask them to eat together next time, and I did. This is my favorite moment of my life. Between the lies and my retardiness everything I do is messy and kinda forced but this was the only moment I could be really myself.

>>35119658
I wanted to share this with somebody, anybody. That moment was too beautiful to end with me.

>>35119504
it's not a good feeling