I have lupus, wat do?
>gma on my dad's side died of lupus when my dad was 14
>no health insurance or contact with family
>hair's been turning gray and falling out since 26, just turned 29
>skin goes to shit randomly into severe lupus rash for extended periods, can't stop the itching
>farts smell like hiroshima post-bomb
>really don't want to be dependent on pharmaceuticals which may fuck me up worse in the long rub
>don't want to die
Halp I have anti-aids
This shit makes it really hard to get a job or get out of bed or do anything with my life. I look like a leper and just sit around writing code all day. I've supported myself for 11 years but this shit keeps getting worse and I didn't even know for sure what it was until after a year of blood tests that I got when I actually had insurance. Should I rope myself?
Take the treatment?
>>35105340
Just accept your transformation into a werewolf.
>>35105573
I don't have health insurance, or a family to pay for it. Also, the treatments (it's like a few things you gotta take) sound like they really fuck with your head. However, lupus will fuck your brain eventually.
So... take the higher risk of permanent brain damage with the higher chance of living for longer than the next ten years, or take the lower risk of losing my mind and spend the next decade doing what I love - type theory / math shit?
What really gets my goat is that 90% of ppl with lupus are women, and only a third are white. I failed two luck checks on this big time
You're gonna start to get lupus fog if you don't find treatment. There should be some kind of free healthcare where you live. If not I'm very sorry. Look into holistic measures you can take to combat lupus. For now don't indulgence in anything that ramps up your immune system. Your immune system is already on overdrive. Also stay away from stressful situations as much as possible.
Stay away from garlic n alfalfa sprouts for they trigger flare ups.
Also please look into treating your lupus with young essential oils.
>>35105340
Go back to caucasus you filthy churka
>>35106381
>have rashes on my face and scalp
>horrible brain fog and low energy with depression symptoms