Please help
I'm a severely depressed college student who wants to drop out but is terrified of the consequences and judgment from everyone back home if I do. I'm absolutely horrified of confrontation, which used to be a strength of my personality. I hate leaving my dorm room, which I intentionally reserved to be a single room because I have grown to despise being around other people for more than an hour or so a day. I'm not going to class, I'm not doing work, all I can think about is going home. Things are getting pretty bad. I don't take out the trash, I don't do my laundry, I have to force myself to eat and stay hydrated. I seriously have no life force to do anything at all.
Is there something I can do to get back my old attitude so I can buck up and handle my problems? Whether that is to relearn to love college or go home.
>>35097047
Losallhope.com
The most effective methods are painful so just man up. "Painless" suicide methods have low success rates and a failed suicide is embarasing.
>>35097047
Take a medical withdrawal. You can go home, get some help and then you have the option of returning to college later if you want to.
>>35097267
>The most effective methods are painful
If you blow your brains out with a shotgun, there is basically a 100% success rate, and your brain will be destroyed before it has time to process anything, so you won't feel a thing. You are retarded.
>>35097047
You could try living off the land as a hobo for a few years and abandon your family.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se-opuzre5Y
>>35097360
I'm pretty sure this 18 year old wouldn't be here if he had a shotgun under his bed.
>>35097447
18 year olds are legally allowed to buy shotguns if you live in the States.
Suicide bags are another option. Get a helium talk or some shit, and breathe it in until you die.
Long drop hanging also has a high success rate and supposedly isn't that painful since your neck snaps instantly.
>>35097047
tell your parents about it
>>35097384
I'd unironically live like that for a lifetime if I had some other folks to share it with.
Fuck society, the Varglife seems top comfy.