>extremely stupid
>extremely self-aware
I wasn't ment to live. Anyone else here like this? Its the worse feel.
>>35092360
>yes
>enough to realize
Looking at my school years makes me want to kill myself, stupid people shouldn't be allowed to breed.
My whole life is an uphill struggle because of an inferior brain structure.
>>35092360
kai a qt
>be socially retarded my whole life
>research aspergers and realize it's a perfect match in retroactively explaining why I was always fucking up social situations
>now trying to wrap my head around having autism and not even knowing it until 27
>>35092360
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I JUST WANT TO BE SMART
I'M A STRAIGHT WHITE MALE FOR FUCK'S SAKE, HOW CAN I NOT BE?
FUCKING REEEEEE
>>35092360
i can't handle being stupid; it's the worst feeling in the world knowing you're stupid, and understanding how limited you are
>>35092542
You don't have to be "smart" in the way contemporary liberal society demands, in other words what's considered an 'intellectual' or 'academic' capacity in today's western society.
All you need is to know Hitler did nothing wrong and the Jews need to be genocided. If you know these as facts than you're smarter than 99% of all humanity.
You could be a garbage truck driver and know that Hitler was right and you're already smarter than the greatest quantum physicists, neurosurgeons and aeronautical engineers alive who think living under international usurious Jewry as a slave is fine.
>>35092542
>tfw dumb but hard working
>do as well as all classmates
Takes me longer but I'm up there.
>>35092878
>/pol/cuck newfag from reddit thinking he's smart
lmao
>>35092941
i think he's just joking
>>35092360
>all I wanted to do was positively influence the world
>literally all I wanted in life was to connect to other people through my works and make their lives better
>with each passing year, it becomes more and more apparent that I'm just too stupid for that to be a possibility
>mfw genuinely intelligent people take their gift for granted and use their intelligence to be self-centered, arrogant assholes who don't do a single thing for the sake of others
IT'S NOT FAIR
IF I WERE SMART I'D HELP PEOPLE
I'D TRY TO MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE FOR MY LIVING IN IT
WHY DO THESE PRICKS GET GIANT BRAINS WHICH THEY USE TO FUCK OTHER PEOPLE OVER?!
>>35092983
If you were smart you'd hate how stupid everyone else is. You definitely wouldn't want to help them.
>>35093124
you don't believe there are some people worth helping?
>>35092360
If you aren't functionally retarded, you can still do pretty much anything you want.
IQ is a measure of how quickly you pick up new concepts, not your baseline ability to learn things.
If you're of average intelligence, you're going to have to study more, and longer, but you can learn and achieve just as much as someone "smarter" than you are.
>>35093134
Of course there are, but they're the exception, not the rule.
>>35093159
this might be kind of an odd question, but what percentage of people in the world do you think are worth helping or people that you would like?