>be 19 >everyday realizing that Im a failure >uni going

>>35091425
Ukraine? India? Tell me more, anon.

>>35091425
You just gotta focus on something abd block out the bullshit. I suggest uni.
Goto your classes, ask your teachers questions, do your readings, do them again and do all the study questions. Ask others for help. Just dedicate yourself to it, I mean, it's not like you're doing anything more worthwhile, and after a while people will acknowledge your efforts.

>>35091440
Serb, life is shit here I feel like the only thing thats gonna change my life is if some war breaks loose around here, so I can just get shot and die since I dont have the balls to do it myself.

>>35091425
Just pack bare essentials and walk away. Walk away from your home and travel for as for as you can.

Bring knife kitchen implements to hunt rats, bare nutrition to survive your path. Pack pans to boil water. Shelter is anywhere if your in a Urban environment. Hunt when necessary, the authorities despise rogue citizens who take matters into their own hands, only hunt at night.

Its all in your hands. As long as you are out the influence of your parents, your mind is bound to fulfil your own objectives. Most of the reason why I behave is because I don't want to dissappoint my mother. Maybe its just the trauma. You fight. I will have to fight an enemy advancing upon me, he's another predator. Its a different perspective when the hunter becomes the hunted.

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>>35091425
It's not too late to join uni.

You need more discipline in order to get a job and also to study on a uni as well.
If you don't man the fuck up and start getting worried about your fucking life, you seriously will kill yourself on a few years and start to regret why you didn't moved your lazy ass piece of shit.

SO STOP BEING A LAZY PIECE OF SHIT AND START GETTING MORE DISCIPLINED NOW

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>>35091474
I tried that and It worked for few weeks but then it goes back to the same shit.

>>35091519
Im always thinking about that, but my mother doesnt deserve that shit, she was mostly supportive of me and is the only person that tries to make it better and easier even tho im a lazy fuck. It might be that because of that I am lazy in the first place, but shit I cant blame other people always for my shitty lifestyle

>>35091551
How do I start. What do you even mean more disciplien how do I do that, I was thinking of joining the army but if I do that I have to quit my school and I dont want that happening.

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>>35091588
Well, for starters try to schedule random shit like when to take a bath, start to follow a reciple, take a walk everyday just to stay healthy, etc.

Start thinking of DOING and do a list about it.
Like, it's gonna be a little bit autistic but try to put on some stickies on the wall near your bed so you can start having small goals, and then later on do longer goals like finishing uni, start getting ripped (if you want to) etc.

>>35091578
Don't you understand Serbian man? The outdoors will rebirth you- tell me, have you ever slept outside without the walls of your home protecting you?

Thinking to yourself that would be suicide, just do it once. When drift off into the next sunrise, it will splash onto like a widing river. No house, just on the ground sleeping. I'm not promotely homelessness and bummery, but a rogue perspective. I have the same tink of loyalty to my mother aswell. She supported us when our father abandoned us, so you do not wish to break her heart.

But you have to break away and journey off for yourselve. Just leave a note to assure her and travel.

Don't be like other anons, go now. University is not the way. It is soul crushing. Your harmstrings are weakening, you must have a strong base.

Kebab must be removed. You may take the females of kebab, but slay all kebab men. Serbia stronk