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>my waking hours feel like hell-
>disconnected from almost everything- feels like i'm floating through an ugly world
> when i speak people don't seem to understand what i'm saying
> my mother acts as if she is afraid of me now (she was the last person on "my side")
dreams are also something like hell
> uncomfortably real
> always in the same general 'world'
> average happenings except all of my anxieties are intensified and realized.
> never 'scary' enough to warrant waking myself up, have to experience it all
> i almost always always wake up in a daze
> my memories and dreams frequently get mixed up during the day- causing further confusion as well as a sense of deep melancholy
what is happening? please respond. I feel so alone. I hate sleeping and i hate being awake. do i just an hero?
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Go to a shrink already
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>>35070659
I already go to one. I TRY to explain it. but he does nothing. just repeats the same shit..... "hmmm anon, we'll have to work on this, but one step at a time". he treats me like i'm a fucking child as well. my mother pays for the sessions, so i had to keep going, even though i told her after the first appt that it was shit. I feel like i'm losing my mind. I have an appointment tomorrow but i'm not going to turn up.
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>>35070715
Try heroin,
Origami
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>>35070715
See a different shrink
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>>35070639
if dubs op has to join ww3 in 4 months
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>>35070639
That's the adolescence trauma. It's shitty, but it will pass and fade away when you'll find something to do with your existence. Introspective process might help. You can aldo stay in a stage of denial, it will only postpone this shit that you call life struggle.
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i'm sorry anon, you're not alone though, i feel the same most of the time. my therapist isn't much help either. i wish i could offer some advice, but aside from the cliche "smoke some weed, try meditating, take your vitamins & pop a melatonin before bed" i've got nothing. make sure that you're eating healthy and drinking enough water ect, i'm sure you've heard all that shit before. look into depersonalization/disassociation/derealization.
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>>35071328
thank you man. I suppose i was just looking for this. just get tiresome talking into the void I suppose
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>>35070639
I know how you feel OP
I don't know how to snap out it though.
I don't even know what's real anymore. I don't like anything. Nothing makes me happy. My mind is in a fog all the time. I feel like I am desparately trying to claw against the walls and get out but there is no hope.
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