>tfw having another NEET breakdown
Sometimes I have to do something not inherently enjoyable(studying, working out, etc.) to be able to enjoy things that I usually enjoy(video games, anime, shitposting, etc.) again.
Anyone else experience this?
>>35069905
I feel like that sometimes, but I'm usually too stubborn to actually do things that I don't like. It's refreshing when you can actually do it, right? I should try it again, working out at least. I suppose anything will get like that when you do it enough.
>>35069943
I feel like I'm paying for my enjoyment when I do things that I don't want to do and it just feels right. Like "everything in it's place" kind of feel.
Sure, it's a pretty common thing. It's why you see normies losing their mind when they get a week off work and they don't have the oppertunity to make Goldstien more pennies.
>tfw there is nothing you enjoy
>>35069995
I guess that's what people call a balanced life. It's not so much you're paying for it, so much as you're earning it, you know? You don't have to feel guilty about it because you deserve time to yourself, doing things you like that you haven't been able to do all day. It's funny, I can say this as much as I want, but I can't internalize it and actually do it for some reason.
But, even if I can't put it into practice, I've come to realize that balance is the key in a lot of things. It seems like you've figured that out too. Good on you, Anon.
Yep, came across that as soon as I moved out. I fancy it's natural for any spoiled robot living a life of seclusion like we are, diminishing returns and all that.
>>35070061
What's balanced about working for the majority of the day to have a few hours of free time before getting ready for bed to do it all again.
>>35070061
Maybe you should try stimulants (vyvanse, ritalin, etc.)
They will make unenjoyable things much less torturous. Speaking from personal experience.
>>35070096
Well it's not good when you do it like that, that's why I could never work at a job. It's possible to be unbalanced in the opposite way too, where all you do is work. If you're a NEET, just do enough so that you feel good about yourself, and like you earned the time you have to yourself!
Yeah, I had a lot of breakdowns like that. I wouldn't do anything for days at a time just to "reset" myself, then I'd go back to normal again.
I've been feeling alright lately though and have figured out a plan to finally start doing something, although it's just to hold off on actually getting a job.
I fell in love with a manga character and having a breakdown right now.
The pain of knowing i will never be able to be lovey dovey with a 2d girl kills me inside.
On top of this is hate leaving my house and hate real women and find them repulsive.
>>35070248
which manga character
>>35071396
secret, you will just call her a slut.
>>35071410
Insecurity: the postening.
If YOU didn't secretly think she was a slut you wouldn't react this way.
>>35071447
it's chiiko from sekitou elergypls no slut memes
Last time i fell in love with a 2d girl was probably around 5 years ago.
>>35071474
>"mature" manga
Based normalbro.
>>35071753
I read all manga faggot. CGDCT is my favourite of course though.