>video games don't alleviate that horrible feeling of

Anon I want you to go to a walmart. I want you to buy some bread. And then I want you to buy some peanut butter. And then I want you to buy a TV. Congratulations anon, depression is defeat.mp4

>>35044768

wana talk with me anon?

>>35045348
Not really
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>>35044768

Its just the start m8

Same here op. Still looking forward to Injustice 2 though.

>>35044768
Fucking same. I only play CSGO with silver 12 yo's. Also I really wana play Persona 5 but I don't have money for ps4.

>>35044768
>Completely suck at games
>Normie teenagers who spend less than 10x the amount of time I spend playing them are better than me
>For multiplayer games, I can't get into the specific mechanics that everyone else gets into
>Still play vidya all the time 'cause I have nothing better to do

>>35044768
I started drinking around 5 cups of strong coffee every day, taking aminos (taurine, glycine, theanine, creatine) and ashwagandha (ksm66) about 6 months ago. I also reduced PUFA to under 4g a day.

I'm still a NEET and I actually enjoy watching anime again. I fap more often and got leaner. You should try it OP.

>>35044768
I played out of rote habit for a while, but I haven't even been able to play for the last couple years.

There's just nothing now.

>>35044768
I feel this way but with porn desu
shit just feels so empty

>>35046138
welcome to the world of having 0 aptitude anon.

Should save yourself the time and kill yourself now, buy you'll fuck it up if you try kek, have fun!

>>35044768

>Normal things don't make me feel better anymore
>Suicidal thoughts keep bleeding through

Please help me. I'm going to off myself one of these days. Existence is like a weight I have to carry every single day

>>35046232
>Existence is like a weight I have to carry every single day

and yet you'd breed in a heartbeat if you somehow got a gf

will never understand this aspect of robots

Need a new hobby anon, try baking, if you work with people they always love baked goods, makes you more popular with lots of ppl

>Have an immense backlog of games to get through but anhedonia renders me completely unable to get through them
>Even the most basic games feel like an absolute chore thanks to constantly low energy level

>>35046138
Also this. Why is it that I'll study and grind out the mechanics and techniques in games for hours and still not be as good as normies who picked up the game last week? It's painful. It's like I have zero natural ability at anything.

>tfw you're Sakuma from Ping Pong

>>35046294
Being alone and suffering is just boring and nothing is fulfilling. Having someone else to lean on who cares about you and you care about just as much gives you something to live for. Honestly, sometimes just the idea of ever having a gf to cuddle with is enough for me to not kill myself.

I hate myself and being by myself all the time with my own thoughts just makes me hate myself more and more. Distractions barely even work for me because unless I'm talking to someone my brain still wanders.

>>35047293
Me too, brother. I'm packing my shit to go camping for a week over spring break from uni. Society is the problem, so I plan on leaving it for a little while. The trees don't judge.

>>35044768
OP install gentoo and do productive shit like trying to learn to code or learning a language.

>>35044768
so you're aware that you don't enjoy it and its a waste of time, so why not do something that could potentially better your life like working out, get into a hobby or educate yourself on topics that interest you or that you need for work/school.

Just make a crazy, drastic change if you're going nowhere.
I used to be where you are but I decided that I would use all that extra time I have for something productive

I like reading when I get that feel.

>wake up at 4pm
>room is messy don't clean up
> trudge down to basement corner where my pc is
>mentally prepare for 12 hours of micspamming on gmod and tinychat
>games are too boring can't take them seriously
>spend the next 12 hours smashing my keyboard in the basement and hopping between csgo rust gmod deathmatch servers and griefing darkrp servers.
>trudge back up stairs
>sleep

>>35046232
>Existence is like a weight I have to carry every single day

CRAWWWWWWWWLING

>>35044768

Like the other anon said, it is just the beginning.
That is like every drug anon, soon enough you will start extending the time you spend with them into infinity while you also never finish one of them, because you start new games every day and play them for several hours until you are bored. You will hate every second of doing it, but the hope that some familliar or new game will evoke the old feelings will drive you to absolute excess.

Quit while you still can anon, search for something else you enjoy atleast a little bit, before this whole thing turns into an obsession.

I think about shooting my xbox every day.
Something always stops me.
This nagging terror in the back of my mind that whispers "it will be even worse without it."

>>35046826
because they play the same genre since decades, literally since they were kids, FPS games are especially all the same and what normies play since they were kids

never liked video games desu

>>35048332
You forgot the part where you make a thread proclaiming the superiority of the NEET master race over the wagecucks

I'm so fucking tired of the NEET life, and it's even worse because I live in a small town and can't drive.

I can't go out to eat, I can't go see a movie, I can't go to a crowded place and people watch, I can't go to a bar. There's fucking nothing.

I've grown so fucking tired of video games, especially because I have nobody else to play with. I've watched just about every show on netflix worth watching. I don't like moeshit anime, so I ran out of anime to watch years ago.

I sit at my computer and I watch the same shows I've seen a thousand times, listen to the same albums I've heard a thousand times, get drunk by myself, then sleep for 12 hours.

I cry myself to sleep, and in my alcohol and seroquel induced nightmares, I cry some more. Seriously, the past 3 nights I actually dream about how shit my life is and I cry in my dreams.

I want to die.

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>>35044768
DUDE JUST GO TO THE FUCKING GYM!!!!
IF YOU PUT ALL THAT AUTISTIC ENERGY THAT WE ALL PUT INTO GAMES, INTO THE GYM, YOU COULD GO FROM FROM FAT / SKELLY AND UGLY TO JUST UGLY IN A MATTER OF MONTHS! WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING THIS?

>>35048963
JUST GET FIT BRO HAHAHA IT'LL FIX YOUR WHOLE LIFE
You fit fucks are practically like vegans the way you try and force your shit on people

Eeeyup.
Video games, it turns out, actually are just simulation fodder for kids. Everyone grows out of them. It's sad. I wanted to like them forever.

>>35050037
yep, same for cartoons and anime, why oh why can't I spend all my time in that heaven of distractions anymore! It's all so boring but when I try to quit I just end up sitting around doing nothing, getting old sucks dick.

I'm enjoying God Eater 2 Rage Burst atm, I waited for this game for more than 3 years, I'm happy I can play it. Yet, I get bored in less than a few hours.
I'm just waiting for the second DLC of Dark Souls 3. I know I'll play the shit out of it. I consider suicide after having played the shit out of it. I don't look forward anything, I might as well just off myself.

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>>35044768
>tfw vidya are fun once again after few months of break