>Had a shit day.
>Got home feeling depressed as hell.
>Broke down and dialled her number. We hadnt spoken in 4 months.
>She never picks up.
>Sat there realizimg how pathetic and desperate I must have appeared to her.
She was the only person who made me happy when things were going rough. But it's in the past... 4 months on and I'm still not fucking over her...
I want to kill my feelings but it wont just die. It's like I keep chasing the past. Back when we were happy. When I made her happy....
at least you got to be with her fml
>>35017519
I can feel that shit, honestly. In fact, I used to get real creepy and stalk the shit out of my ex through Tumblr. This was like immediately after the break-up though, so after some time she said to me "if you message me again I'll fucking kill you" or something to that effect.
Haven't seen her in a long long time. Four years, I think. I like to say I've made my peace with it but you know how things go.
>>35017732
I never stalked her. But at the beginning of the relationship she was being very needy and messaged me everyday. She would cry if I didnt answer on time.
Now if I messaged her once a week she would be annoyed by my presence. I will never know what went wrong between us.