Robots, do you think I'm in a bad spot?
For the last 4 months
>weed thrice a week
>drink almost every weekend
>acid every 2 weeks, for the last 4 weeks every weekend
>just recently started rolling MDMA, might do it every 2 weeks or every weekend
>tried coke once
>tried 2CB twice and didn't like it
>used to do ritalin for a whole year with months of interval of not doing it
>doctor just prescribed me zoloft for depression (suicidal for years) and clonazepam
>I get anxious just thinking that I have to quit
I do it because being sober=depression=suicidal thoughts for me
>>35016422
You're asking because you know that you have an issue, but you want someone to say "NAH that's healthy bro". Please start going to NA or something. It sounds like drugs are taking an uncomfortable amount of your thinking time
Not a doctor or anything but I'm fairly sure doing all of those that often isn't healthy, physically or mentally. Just keep it to weed and beer. Not sure how those interact with your prescribed shit though.
>>35016467
>Please start going to NA or something.
What the fuck does NA stand for, alcoholic anonymous?
>>35016467
>Please start going to NA or something
Thank you anon, you changed my life, I didn't know this shit exist.
I live in an irrelevant country, but I just realized that there's a group in my country, I just sent them a mail.
I genuinely thank you.
>>35016422
you deserve to die normie degenerate
>>35016422
Start walking everyday in broad daylight. Get a Fitbit and take 15,000 steps.
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>>35017069
>normie
>crippling depression
>substance abuse
>suicide
Sure. Do you think I take drugs and drink surrounded by friends? No, I do it alone in my fucking small room, fighting the urge to just hang myself with a belt.
>>35017144
This will help you deal with your depression
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>>35017261
You need to quit the drugs. They're actually making your depression worse. MDMA will give you an extremely ecstatic high that will make you feel wonderful while intoxicated but worse after you sober up. You will also fry your serotonin receptors and your ability to feel pleasure will diminish greatly.