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Ok, arcanine I'm pretty fucked.
There's this russian cosplayer that I started following because of her cosplays and it's starting to evolve into a stalker kind of thing.
I haven't thrown any money into a patreon for nudes or anything, she's not that kind of cosplayer, she's just a random girl who makes a costume here and there but she's really good at it.
She's literally perfect though, like a 10/10 cutie, good taste in vidya (I checked her steam), mildly weeby, pretty sad and we're also the same age. I don't think I've felt anything like this about a girl before, I imagine cuddling with her and watching movies together.
The thing is I don't have any delusions of meeting her and anything happening , she lives 2k Km away and she doesn't even know I exist.
It's starting to mess with my life however. I check her twitter every day and I can't stop thinking about her. It's just not healthy any more, I don't think I'll be able to talk to other girls let alone get a gf(not that I had any chance to begin with) because I'll compare every girl that I meet with her.
The right thing to do would be to forget her, I don't want to give up on those feelings though since I haven't felt anything positive for a very long time, so I just sit here staring at her pictures not knowing what the fuck to do.
Thanks for reading my blog, I don't care if anyone responds, I just wanted to get it out of my system.
Anyway, have some Nick Cave, she really likes it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAMZYpZi_M4
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>>35008805
follow your memes kid, but don't take it too far.
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Let us know her identity. Then I will to over to her, seduce her, and plow her. Then you can have peace of mind knowing she will never be yours and can move on.
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>>35009207
No dude, I'm not gonna spam her on twitter or anything, I don't want this to turn into some beta orbiter thing that would creep her out.
It's just that that the only girl that I've felt anything for post teenage years is a "lie" in a sense that my only interaction with her is via social media.
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>>35008805
It's unhealthy mate.
Just stop or you'll end up like this guy
https://youtu.be/rfT_Lzq16A0
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>>35009299
I know, I just like this illusion of love, even though it will lead to nowhere but my own sadness.
>>35009248
Ehh, fuck it.You know that Asuka cosplay that everybody posts? Yeah
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>>35008805
Desperate bump
Top originality
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I also went through this phase
I got over it when she got caught in a recording where she basically states she hates her fans and the people who like her and thinks they're stupid virgins. they're all fake personas to get $$$$ and idiots to give them publicity
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You should forget her or lessen the feeling you have for her.
Just imagine how bad you will feel when she will post a pic of her new boyfriend.
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>>35010083
I don't think she cares about cosplaying as a profession though, she sees it more as a hobby. She's into an artsy graphics design school.
>>35010106
I know and I fear for that.
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Are you 16 or what? Grow a pair and move on you cuck
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