>try to go outside
>walking across some bridge
>look at all the people there
>keep walking
>start to tear up
>my senses are completely overstimulated
>have a breakdown
Why even bother going outside at this point?
Constanze is best witch.sorry you went through that anon
Are you autistic op?
Not even being shitty but that's a symptom of the tism
>>34997005
I got tested for autism while I was younger and recently again and don't have it, but my psychiatrist talks about the possibility of paranoid schizophrenia.
>>34996929
I know how you feel, OP.
>forced to go outside
>all these people everywhere
>anxiety welling up
>feelings are going out of control
>thinking 6 different things at once
>feels like I'm about to explode
>left with either having a panic attack
>or trying to focus on stopping the panic attack, bursting into tears, and making faces like I'm a lunatic trying to stop the tears
>think about all the people around you for even a second
>start thinking about how you're breathing
>try to make no noise but still breathe through nose when you always have fucking allergies
>face gets redder and redder
>now notice every single motion you make
>realize you're alive and how fucking weird that is
>completely fucking freaking out for no reason
everyday.exe
>>34996929
>Why even bother going outside at this point?
there's no point