is anyone else like this?
>think casual sex, hookups, kinky stuff is hot
>actually have casual sex
>nowhere near as good as I imagined, actually kind of weird
>really just want a qt gf
>get weird feelings of jealousy and inadequacy when girls are way more sexually experienced and have actually done those things that I don't actually enjoy
is this jewish brainwashing?
>>34996872
It's hot in theory because we've been brainwashed by porn. Deep down we're soft as fuck betas that just want companionship.
>>34996887
I guess you're right. I enjoy the fantasies of having a gf i.e. doing fun things with her (not necessarily sex) and the friendship more than the sex fantasies.
I wouldn't really mind if she's been with even 2-3 guys before but once it starts getting more than that and even stuff like sex with girls too I feel a strange jealousy. it's like you had all this fun before and now you want me to be your bf when you're basically a slut? it would make me feel used. i find it gross
i've probably spent too much time on this website
>>34997003
Same here my friend. We all claim to want to be a Chad that fucks a different girl every night but I know that's not what I want. It wouldn't be fulfilling very long.
>>34997213
I also find the idea of exposing myself to STDs repulsive and I think being an introvert/somewhat shy is also part of it, even though the idea of it is hot, actually having sex with basically a stranger is really fucking weird
>>34997383
this. i've had a few one night stands and it's not some hollywood film or porn fuck scene, it's actually a huge waste of time, energy and emotions more than half the time.
>>34997464
it's really not fulfilling at all
>it's a no gf episode