>moved out of my mom's house 8 years ago when I was 19
>brother of same age also moves out
>we go seperate ways
>I float the idea that we should be roommates half jokingly
>he laughs
>haven't seen or talked to him in 8 years
>my best childhood friend, my brother, could be dead for all I know
We may have had our fights, and I know I never said it, but I love you more than anybody else in the entire world. I want to talk to you again. We never truly had any deep conversations, we only ever joked and toyed with each other. I wouldn't even know what to say to you if I called. I just want to be young children again and have you standing at my side like brothers do.
I miss you brother.
I miss you too, derik
You're hitting me with the feels anon..
I have a twin brother who also is a neet feelsgoodman
oh man i can't do these feels tonight, OP, it's too much
>brother is a year younger than me
>did everything together and he was really my best friend
>was his older autist brother but he didn't mind
>by middle school "our" friends" were really his friends but it was all cool
>when he was in 7th grade he started to abandon our little circle of friends
>started doing drugs and generally being a piece of shit
>started being aggressive with me and our friends
>tried to ignore it and wanted it to get better
>eventually he's getting arrested and is high at Christmas dinner
>eventually our friends are gone
>he'd beat me up a few times and invited one of his new friends to rob our house
>couldn't accept what he'd become and just stop talking to him
>he hates me because of this
>now he's having some bastard child with some completely ghetto nigger
>haven't spoken to him in years
>my last memory is him and his druggie friends laughing at a haircut i got
>that was just a few days after i tried to get him to stop tearing up the house in a drug induced rampage and ended up fighting with him
He's the only reason I have some happy childhood memories and now he's a completely different person. It's one of the few things that hurts me to my core
>>34994351
like me but with my older sis
>older sis runs away from home
>contacts only me
>say we should get apartment in city where i wanna go to uni
>laughs
>7 years later, never heard from her again
i'm sorry sis, i never got into the school i wanted, i never became a marine biologist exploring the world, i never wrote stories or poems again after you left. i'm sorry. i knew if you'd see me again you'd be disappointed even though i'd be thrilled to see you.
>>34994351
>>34995883
Why don't you call or mail? Someone in your family should have their contact information.
>>34995664
Relatable
Feelsbadman