>Been almost obsessed with the idea of returning to childhood

>wanting to commit suicide over a cartoon

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>>34990026
It's not a real person anon-kun

>>34990644
>>34990638
But it hurts anon I want her to be real. I want to be little and cute and live with Lucua and have her tease me and laugh about me getting flustered and love and protect me

>>34990026
There is no re-rolling when you die, it's just nothing. It's worth it to try to make this life work.

>>34991041
>There is no re-rolling when you die
proof?

>>34991049
Our conscience is our brain, which is made up of organic material, chemical signals, and electric signals. This is further illustrated by the fact that when someone has a severe brain ailment their conscience is reduced because part of their brain is malfunctioning or dead. When you die, your brain and thus your conscience is decomposed and you cease to exist, returning to the nothingness from whence you came.

In other words, us, our conscience, is not an abstract thing, it is physical, it is our brain. Once our brains die we simply cease to exist.

>>34991041
Well I don't know that for sure, and I'm not sure how I can make this one work. even if I manage to make myself as cute as possible, I'm still not little anymore, and I'm only getting older. I could never get lucid dreaming to work either.

>>34991211
See my above comment. Also, VR will eventually make any fantasy possible so eventually you will be able to live your dream.

>>34991268
But it's so far away, Anon. And even then, won't I still feel like myself? I'd really, really like to be able to lucid dream because then I'd be able to feel however I'd like. I just can't get it to work

>>34991441
Eventually it will be even better than lucid dreaming. Also, there are other ways to be happy in the meantime even if you can't get lucid dreaming to totally work. It's easy to fixate on one thing being the key to happiness, I do it all the time, but there are many ways to be happy and if you get too caught up in one way you miss the others.

>>34991493
But what if I'm an old man by then? It'll be even more gross and creepy and I'll hate myself for enjoying it even more then. I'll hate my body a lot more by then, too. I guess you're right about there being other ways to find happiness, but I just want this so much, I don't know what to do. I've always wanted to be little again and not have to grow or age and I don't know how to get what I want. I hate being an adult so much, Anon. I want Lucoa to take care of me and love me

>>34990026
Robots get nothing more out of life than children get, except they have to start working, so it's understandable. Is it a sexual thing at all?

>>34990638

If you think about it, fictionnal characters are more real than most of the fake people we see on a daily basis. I've never been betrayed by a cartoon.