At what point in your life did you realise that you reached the

>>34981979
When I started taking cash advances out of my credit card to buy weed and cigs

>>34981979
when i was 18

origano original

>>34981979
When I raped and decapitated my first victim 4 years ago.

>>34982038
Can confirm that

>>34981979
>20 this year
Basically what my birthday will be but with beer and smiles.

>>34981979
I think I was in 7th grade of middle school when I realized that ultimately, I would end up alone. High school was up and down, definitely had both high and low points. It was after it ended that shit got real. I just worked and came home to shitpost and get drunk. That was my entire life. I had no friends or anything. Now I'm 20 and I have 2 friends who are autistic as fuck and also awful people. Haven't talked to a girl in years.

probably late 2015

I had an awful experience with my first and only gf (long distance girl who I've known since 2011). met her in person and was exposed to what I've been missing all my life. We split up after 6 months and I've been broken since

I'll never get that fucking girl back and I'll never feel as normal as I did on that week-long trip with her

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>>34981979
2014/5 was when it was becoming apparent
2016/7 was when I finally accepted it

been constantly drowning in endless glass cylindrical seas of toxicity since

>>34982341
Our condolences, king norman of the normans of normandy.

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>>34982369

Fuck you

She was a fluke. It won't be easy for me to find another girl, look at my fucking face man.

>>34982390
You poor, poor above-average normalfag.

>>34982341
how good did you feel that week? is it worth fighting to get a gf?

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>>34982400
Alright here's a clearer picture

Do you get it now?

>>34982410

It's not worth fighting for. I was better off before I had a gf, when I didn't know what I was truly missing. The validation of having a girlfriend and having sexual contact, just fucking sitting at a restaurant with her is the best feeling in the world and I don't imagine i'll have it again

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>>34982390
>She was a fluke.
That's what they all say. Not even joking.

>>34981979
Today, but I have been pretty deep for a while now.
Dad just told me the family has absolutely no money, and we will probably get our electricity cut off next week. I feel constantly depressed, I haven't answered to any messages on whatsapp for a couple of days now, don't know what to answer to people asking me where am I. I guess time to leave school and start working.. please help out rich anons.

Several times. The point of no return doesn't really exist unless you have a terminal illness.

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>>34982483
Chronic illness is so awesome, is it not, Anon?

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>>34982469
This is my debit card account, which in theory shouldn't even be able to go negative, but I found a sort of an exploit in a store where in a couple terminals you get charged only 2 days later. So I used my last money multiple times to buy food.

>>34982454
>naked
I ain't clicking that shit nigga

>>34982260
>not even 20 yet

Fuck off

You don't know true existential despair until you're AT LEAST 21

>>34982454
nigga you're purposefully making yourself look like a maniac with that smile

you look fine get the fuck off my board

At around 15, currently 21 khv neet.

>>34982539
you do realize youre gonna get fucked by an overdraft fee right?

im 30 and constantly finding reasons to hold on because the thought of being absolutely nothing and hopeless makes me extremely angry, angry at life, angry at myself, angry at other people, angry at the world, angry at god and i dont want to hurt anyone, not intentionally.

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>>34982670

>angry at "god"

When I started IVing heroin at 18 and got diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 19

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>>34982685
i have to cover all my bases in the event that there is some omnipotent all powerful being or its just a space alien with three tits. i want them to feel my pain.

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>>34981979

I reached wizardhood last week (not that /r9k/ knows what this is anymore since the /soc/, /lbgt/ take over).

Anyway, just press forward and keep going.

>>34982718
>anime girl pic

>>34982664
No I won't, I have done this before. Its a debit card, it doesn't even support overdraft

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>>34982454
>I was better off before I had a gf, when I didn't know what I was truly missing. The validation of having a girlfriend and having sexual contact, just fucking sitting at a restaurant with her is the best feeling in the world

i want to feel that at least once. the only time i crushed on a girl was the happiest period of my life, and she didn't even reciprocate. i will fight for my gf

When i repeated for the third time in high school. It sucks to be one of the oldest (there are three or four like me, not surprising we are all latinos - biggest laziest motherfuckers of the planet) but hey at least i can see all those 15-16yo tight asses in yoga pants everyday. Gotta love high school!

>>34981979
When I was 18 I originalio went to the point of no return ?

>>34982854

if you ever get a gf, just trust me, when it's over you will want to burn the entire fucking world

breakups are heightened for robots because of how fucking rare girlfriends are for people like us. I'll probably kill this girl before the year ends

>>34982981
>underage

Fuck off. You cant be a robot.

>>34982454

kek you look like a sexual predator in that pose. your face is average. now before you get off of my board you fucking normie post your erect dick

>>34981979
When I stole panties of my cousin who lives here with me and cum on it the put it back on her drawer as if anything's not happened.

I feel aroused thinking my dried crusty cum rub her vagina every day.

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>>34981979
When I went to my first party and everyone there was talking about how they've had sex and how great it is, and I didn't feel anything.

>>34983062
>can't even be a robot
>more robot than robot

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>>34983352
>>34983352

Seriously though, if you think ATAR and being 15 is hard, you're in for a real shock. Personally ATAR was piss for me, but after HS is when it gets REALLY lonely / difficult.

>>34983297
this image elicits tremendousadness within me toobeeonnest

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>>34983453
Plenty more where that came from. I save them and look at them to realize I'm not alone (by extension of relatable situation; I'm actually, truely alone).

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>>34983485
Contempt is nice.

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>>34983493
Those $2 Happy Birthday paper chains kill me.

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>>34983514
He looks like he's in pain.

at 18. Uni made me feel things i never expected to feel before

>>34982963
Jesus man you're really on tilt for 6 months. Try nine years.

>>34982454
>4chan filename

post timestamp you fucking nigger

>>34982038
so edgy, oh so edgy

>>34983649

no

it's a phone pic obviously, I'm on my desktop and saved it from another thread

>>34983642

fucking hell, 9 years? how have you not gone off the rails?

>>34981979
>in my mid 20s
>casually dating girl who has a daughter
>first gf in literally years
>no other serious prospects
>coming to terms with the fact that, if we move in together, her (by that point, 8-year-old) daughter will be living with us
i was not ready for these feels.

right now, i never have to even see the daughter since we're just casually dating. but i know if we get serious, i will have to do everything, up to and including actual father stuff. i know this thread gets made probably every single day. but i've never dealt with it myself before. any advice?

>>34981979
25 probably, before that I figured I had time.

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>summer 2014
>had been NEET for a year
>sleeping during the day to avoid family
>started crossdressing and decided i was gay
>masturbating 3-5 times a day
>go on Craigslist and look for somebody to fuck me
>sext with a few dudes
>the one who actually wanted to fuck me was a 50yo fat hairy guy
>think "i guess this is like paying the troll toll haha"
>plan to meet up at this parking lot
>write a note explaining myself in case i go missing and hide it under my pillow
>walk to the place and wait but he wasn't there
>have time time to think about what i'm doing
>realize how disgusting this all is
>went home and had a nervous breakdown that lasted for about 36 hours
>not much has changed since then
>those realizations just made me more self-hating than i already was
I'm a dumb, disgusting, annoying, sack of person that doesn't deserve love or happiness.

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>>34983263
why would you even do that? Can't you just imagine that shit and not actually do it?

>>34983741
If you're willing to embrace fatherly responsibilities, that could be the most important thing you ever do in your life.
But
>8 years old
She's probably too far gone being an only child with a single mother, and is old enough to reject you on principle.

Have you met her? Does she like you?

>>34983838
i'm pretty decided against having kids. but the thing is... like every woman in my area who is also against kids is a psycho work netflix wine le empowered retarded bitch. this girl is actually sweet. i like being with her. but i don't want to raise her child. whatsoever. and nope, never even met the child.

>>34982350
>drowning in endless glass cylindrical seas of toxicity
You poetic cunt, you made me feel.

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>>34982718
>three tits
Nice