Anyone else so shut-in that you feel like you constantly think,

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>>34967318
I'm in the same boat as you OP, I often find myself whispering conversations to myself and narrating over things I do.

>Mfw I spoke to myself when I read the OP
Didn't even think

Tbh I think this is pretty normal, if it's not I'm equally fucked up,

>>34967663
I'm not full NEET, I have a couple "friends", but sometimes when we are smoking weed together, I am deeply thinking about something, and then I suddenly snap back and can't understand if I just whispered everything I had thought or not, it gets fucking frightening sometimes. Its going to ruin all my remaining social life one day when I start whispering some fucked up shit when I'm not alone. Also having an oneitis doesn't help at all, I can fantasise about her for hours sometimes.

>>34967318

It's been about 5 years since I became a shutin and I do this very often.

yeah im like this too. reclusive neet on bux, incapable of regular life function, 26 kv

its eh i guess. i mainly focus on trying to survive and feel okay rather than trying to be a semi-normie and hold jobs and get a education

i have fucking like 8k in debt i need to pay off that will take a long time. also i never could hold a job longer than 3 months. now its just neet life

why must life be so cruel

>>34967886
Yeah, I'm kinda poor too. I feel like I'm constantly depressed, thinking about every shitty thing that has ever happened in my life.

I sometimes respond to things that were said days or weeks ago
I talk to myself sometimes

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>>34967318
I keep thinking and sometimes whipsering to my alternate timeline self. For every misfortunate experience I have, he has a beautiful one, and that makes it worth it.
As long as he's fine, I'm fine.
He's all I ever wanted to be, even if it's being.. not me..

>>34968378
Damn, even worse than my situation

Anyone else has thought about suicide, when I think about it, I rarely find reasons to stay alive.

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>>34968845
>Anyone else has thought about suicide
Fucking take a seat.

>>34968899
Sorry anon, this is my second time in r9k, but I expected an answer like that

>>34968974
>this is my second time in r9k
Kid, this isn't a tourist hotspot.
It's a final stop.
You come here after every other place has turned you down.

>>34968378
>>34969093
This thread is getting heavy. But I have to say, >>34969093 is right.

>>34968845
> I rarely find reasons to stay alive.

this is bullshit
you are a drama queen

>>34967318
Absolutely. I've always talked to myself though. My grandma also had schizophrenia, so it's possible that I might go off the deep end soon.

I like to get stoned, take a caffeine pill, and exercise by walking on a treadmill in a closed room just talking to myself about life and what my future plans are. I'll do this for hours. Just walking slowly.

It's helped a lot, I've lost 100lbs doing it. I'll discuss changes to my diet that would improve my weight loss and it's kind of got the ball rolling in a normie direction. 50 more lbs to lose and I should look normal... except for the extra saggy skin.

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>>34969151
I'm sorry, I'm stopping now.

>>34969167
I might be a bit edgy, but its true, I feel like I have nothing to live for.

>>34969263
100lbs, that's fucking amazing.
Never stop talking to yourself.

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>>34969327
Make a facebook post about it.

>>34969378
Im not like that, I don't express how I feel to anyone, thats why im telling all this shit here.

>>34967318
I refer to myself in the third person in my own head. I'm going to keep at it so that some day it can manifest as a Tyler Durden-style alter ego who will guide me to being Chad.

>>34967318
I do that shit too. Most of my life since I've been 14 is like a movie in my head. I see my life like a movie narrated by myself, it's like an autobiography

>>34969453
And expecting what, exactly?

>>34967318
yes, I have conversations with myself, other people with ADHD-PI describe doing this as well

it is literally myself, I just like spelling things out, I have a theory that repetition allows me to use more brain cells thus not tiring out the first set of brain cells I used for the same thought

>>34969711
Nothing really, I expected the post to go to the archives with 0 replies, fuck off man I just had to tell it to someone, anyone

>>34969812
Fine, now we know.
Wait, you're OP? Fuck, I can never keep track of this!

>>34967318
I talk to myself sometimes even blurt out random shit for no reason

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I watch youtube videos and pretend to talk to the person who I'm watching

>>34967318
nah just lonely as fuck.
Illness is when they start answering back.

>>34969093
Nah I come here because it has no topic but unlike /b/, /trash/ and /s4s/ you can actually have a discussion