>have fat fetish
>be suicidally depressed
>go on antidepressants, which suppress my suicidal thoughts but also fuck with my libido and just suppress emotions in general
>meet 400 pound girl with cute face on tinder and fuck her
>barely even turned on, the experience is as hollow as every experience I've had since I started antidepressants
How is this fucking worth it? I'd rather just be suicidal than live like this.
Have you talked to a doctor about switching to medical marijuana?
The side effects for a lot of people are nowhere near as severe as you can get with pharms.
And if you can't handle THC there are strains without it.
>>34963397
I already smoke weed every day, it doesn't make me any less suicidal.
>>34963441
Are you smoking high THC/low CBD strains?
If so, switching might help.
>>34963373
THEN stop taking them you idiot
>>34963373
Antidepressants are basically a chemical lobotomy. Anyone who takes them is an idiot.
>>34963489
>high THC/low CBD strains
Not OP here, just your average vaguely angsty guy. What would it feel like if I smoked them if I don't really have any mental illnesses? Would I feel happy?