Anyone else feel like they're just perpetually waiting for something to happen before they can start living their life?
>>34953642
Probably. I'm stupid enough to believe in that sort of thing despite nothing ever working out for me.
It's that or death, and the latter doesn't look bad nowadays.
Sort of; it is a dangerous feeling that could lead to wasted time. I've started to realize that I have to make things happen on my own. I mean I already knew that but now I think about it more often than before
Yes, and that thing is winning the $350 million Powerball jackpot tomorrow
>>34953642
>just perpetually waiting for something to happen before they can start living their life?
I used to, now I'm just waiting to die.
>>34953697
there's a very warming blissful ignorance to all that though, the death bed feeling creeps into play all the time
>>34953642
It's because you haven't realized yet you're going to die.
This is the last year of your life. How are you going to spend it?
>>34953642
Thisdescribes me pretty well. I might as well stay a smug NEET in the meantime.
I'm waiting to graduate, get a job and move out.
>>34953642
everything health wise has gone terribly wrong for me since birth and I live in chronic pain.
I await the day a local conflict arises which would lead to the formation of poorly trained or untrained militia (because I can't pass military standards for multiple reasons) or standards are dropped to non-existent levels for regular troops. then die. it must be legal. in this way i could die without shaming my family.
>>34953642
Do you mean a certain something?