How the fuck can I stop wanting to be a girl? I'm pretty

>>34952719
GENDER DYSPHORIA!?!? tough shit
I got fucking Acranid Dysphoria How do I deal with wanting to transition into a fucking spider?!?!?!?

>>34952818
ok dumb nigger let me know how every time you see a spider you want to die because you aren't one feels

>>34952818
please just let me know explain in full detail how everytime you go out and you see something spider like how you want to die please let me know how everytime you think about how you arent a spider and dont have spider features you want to die pleaseeeeeeeeeeee tell me how it feels I would love to know you stupid nigger

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>>34952857
Thinking a civilized white man as myself is about to start arguing with a mental "gender dysphoria" case on r9k no less, keep dreaming maybe someone will actually care about this thread LUL

>>34952978
Nah I'm curious not even wanting to argue I want to know how it feels. I mean I don't know what triggers your dysphoria I'm trying to think about things that could but I have no idea.

>>34952818
my heartfelt sympathies
god speed solider, march forward

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>>34952719
Tranon here, I began hormones one year ago and honestly it has been so worth it. I have a more feminine figure. My butt has filled in SUPER nicely. I have small breasts, my face is more feminine, and I feel a LOT better about my body. I don't pass fully (sometimes I do) but I'm pretty sure one more year will have me passable and I love it. Take the step OP. Start estrogen. You won't regret it.

>>34953102
>Tranon here, I began hormones one year ago and honestly it has been so worth it. I have a more feminine figure. My butt has filled in SUPER nicely. I have small breasts, my face is more feminine, and I feel a LOT better about my body. I don't pass fully (sometimes I do) but I'm pretty sure one more year will have me passable and I love it. Take the step OP. Start estrogen. You won't regret it.
does it make you weaker?

Because I am already weak as fuck, if I got any weaker I might just die

>>34953102
I've honestly been considering it a lot lately but I just wish I could be ok with the way I am.

>>34953190
It's made me weaker but I don't exercise a lot. I've got trans friends that work out regularly and retain their scrength

Holy! It reeks of mental deficiency here. (I'll take this bait.)

>>34952818
I apologize sincerely for all the arachnophobia you have to deal with on a daily basis.

>>34953236
>It's made me weaker but I don't exercise a lot. I've got trans friends that work out regularly and retain their scrength

how long can I go on whoremones before people start to notice?

>>34953261
>I apologize sincerely for all the arachnophobia you have to deal with on a daily basis.

why are you apologizing? His condition isn't your fault.
in situations like this condolences is a better word to use, and it could be equally as snarky, like, "my deepest condolences to you for what you must be suffering through" or something like that

>>34953262
something like 8 months before it has any real physical effect on you so more than 8 months

t.the closet tranny op that knows way too much about this shit

get on hrt m9, you won't regret it

Stop thinking so much about "you". Focus your thoughts on the world, surroundings, stuff like that.

Really, the whole idea of a "you" that exists independent of your feelings and thoughts in a given moment is illusory. Buddha realized this centuries ago. Now a lot of modern neuroscientists are discussing this fact. There is no part of the brain that is the "you" part that somehow is controlling everything else.

Remembering this might help "you" care less about what sex "you" are.

>>34953102
>My butt has filled in SUPER nicely
PICS

>>34953102
is it really worth it ?


I'm pretty sure I'm trans and being depressed about some things that stem from >tfw not a girl makes me go into episodes of depression where I just lay in bed for days and cry.


I'm nervous to take hormones though, if they don't work or do anything then why do i feel bad

>>34953331
Literally same I get depressed and do nothing for days at a time. I'm horrified of transitioning though I think about how it could ruin my relationship with my family. I think about how it could turn out badly its just terrible I wish I was normal.

>>34952719

If you are trans then you are trans, anon.

I am not trans so don't know that feel but if you are then there is no supressing that. It is a neurological trait innate to you. It would be like trying to stamp out your sexual preference.

If you don't want to transtion then don't but if you feel like it would make you happy and decide on it then go for it. I know that many people feel much better after transitioning.

Hope you can find solace, anon.

>>34952719
You have limited your options to two extremes, a third would be to find the root of your desire and attempt to dispel it.

>>34953331
Trust me femanon it's worth it. I guarantee you will not regret it. It's also not hard to stealth transition either. U could go a whole year on hormones and just not wear makeup and be boymode at work or whatever and just be a girl in ur room

I came out all at once and it fucked up my relationship with my family but I'm better off anyway. I have a sugar daddy I met on /r9k/ last week. I'm cute-ish enough for that and u can be too. There's a way to make it work. You will be happier if you transition.

>>34953353
Yeah, I don't think my family would be very happy if I was trans either. I don't think they'd straight up disown me but they would probably be angry or something or not know why I'm doing this. Idk


>>34953392
I mean transition would be idea but at the very least hormones making me feel better and less depressed is what I want. I just get periods where I straight up cant' function and everything I do or don't do is tainted by me not feeling like I'm a real person and that I don't have a future because I'm not a girl.

>>34953428
You actually described me almost perfectly. I just want this to go away. I'm not even that bad looking as a guy there is no reason I should feel like this but here I am.

>>34952719
You're just a self hating male. Stop trying to be something that you can't, improve your body where you can, and learn to accept the rest.

>>34953596
See that's a bad assumption I hate working out I hate looking more masculine. Like I said I'm pretty sure I have dysphoria. I would love to be normal but the way you described is pretty impossible for me.

>>34953542
Yeah I don't have any reasons to feel the way I do either. That's what makes it so bad, I have on reason to be like this and if hormones don't help then what do I even do

>>34953318
These people have had their mind poisoned by materialism since birth. This is the result; spiritually dead people obsessed with the physical world, forsaking their own inner being.

The solution for trans people is spiritual healing, not trying to warp their own physical self to fit their desires.

>>34953665
Please tell me how I can spiritually heal.

>>34953687
Your identity is far to attached to your physical body. That would be the lowest hanging fruit to solve. You could probably even take a short cut and meditate on your true identity separate from your body whilst on psychedelics and fix that issue. Next you need to examine why you hate masculinity, and then rationally determine if it's logical or not. If you determine it to be illogical (as you almost certainly will) it won't change your attitude right away, but it should weaken the drive a bit. Lastly would be cultivating inner love for yourself.

if you don't want men to try and turn themselves into women why did you make the world so absolutely and utterly hostile towards men

>>34953773
i tried meditating on psychedelics and i realized that sperm are cheap and eggs are expensive so being a dude means that you're basically doomed to be shitty expendable labor so fat dumb babymaking machines can continue shitting out infants

i tried meditating on amphetamines and i realized i was basically an IRL trash mob lol

>>34953812
I like men "craving cocks" isn't how I would describe it though.

Daily reminder that trans women are real women. Trans women are girls, trans women are ladies, chicks. Trans women are female. Trans women are women born women. ALL trans women are real women, including those who don't pass. Every trans girl is a girl, no matter how they look or what their sexuality/orientation is (yes, trans women can be lesbians since they're women who like other women, trans women can be straight, trans women can be bisexual, trans women can be asexual.) If you think that trans girls aren't real girls, that makes you a dumb transphobic fuck who sees men and women as walking genitals. Which is extremely wrong, bizarre, and gross.
This is coming from a cis girl (born with a vagina, still identify as female.) Have a nice day, to any lovely trans ladies reading this.

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>>34953392
>tfw no /r9k/ sugar daddy

>>34953806
As you get older male sexual market value raises a lot. While sperm is cheap and eggs expensive the resources that a male has as he gets older are rare, and women want their children to have plenty of resources to be successful.

That really wasn't any important spiritual revelation though. Not everyone is suited for philosophy and self examination though I guess. If you don't think you can do that then your life will be harder, but if you are under 18 you might want to transition. Otherwise I suggest just getting a councilor which should help you work through some of your dysphoria.

>>34953902
Thanks for being nice anon still don't know if I will end up transitioning but that was nice to say.

>>34953902
Gender is a social construct and not real. We are all one gender, the human gender. You shitlords need to go back to whatever sexist hell hole you crawled out of.

Stop throwing those memewords around. I used to want to be a girl all the time, but learned to appreciate being a man. When you really look into the reasons WHY you want to be a woman and realize what a bunch of bullshit those reasons are. You snap out of it.
Or you could transition and turn into a fucking monster like all trannies are.
Do you want to be THIS fucking beast on the couch?
https://youtu.be/LlVC_WUZbM4?t=1m8s
Do you?

>>34953994
Kek I'd say she looks better than the people she's surrounded by

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>>34952978
>not having the better version of the pic
LUL

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>>34953994
cutest speed runner coming through

>>34952719
Try crossdressing. Even just when you're at home.

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>Just transition! What could possibly go wrong?

>>34954104
Is it bad that I would be fine if I turned out looking like her?

>>34952719

Get a bible and study it, and apply it to your life. I know it doesn't seem like it, but it's all true. Study it, and if you can find a good Church, attend it, and pray to God to heal your mind. It's Satan trying to corrupt you into mutilating yourself so you'll suffer eternal damnation. Don't fall for it, God bless you all. I'll be praying for you OP.

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>>34952719
I'm sorry, but you have a mental condition. You will either have to deal with it or let it deal with you. I suggest you start transitioning soon.

>>34952719
Transitioning isn't an actual solution to those feelings. The rate of post-op tranny suicides is often understated.

There is medication out there which helps suppress these feelings. That would probably be your best bet.

>>34954375
I just want to be normal but it might come to that.

>>34954417
>Transitioning isn't an actual solution to those feelings. The rate of post-op tranny suicides is often understated.
People say this all the time but I'm 100% sure 95% of people that killed themselves after transition would've killed themselves without transitioning too. Not to mention if you think about it I'm sure a bunch of deep in the closet trans people kill themselves every year without anyone knowing about it kinda like me if I killed myself. All this being said I don't want to take anti psychotics which is what I think you're suggesting. I think anti psychotics make you a husk of a person.

>>34954485
Unfortunately, you aren't normal. Accepting that is gonna be the first step to getting better. A lot of people are weird, no sense pretending we aren't. You're gonna be happier being what you want to be rather than trying to suppress what you want to be.

>>34954557
I just don't really know. I know I'm weird and yeah I'm probably trans but I have no clue how to just accept that.

Every time I try to figure out how to deal with dysphoria I end up thinking about transitioning.

>>34955261
>Every time I try to figure out how to deal with dysphoria I end up thinking about transitioning.
that's why you should transition
there's literally no reason not to

>>34956201
>there's literally no reason not to
Half the world will hate me. Chance my parents hate me. Chance I end up looking like shit. Lots of reasons to be honest.

>>34953318
>Stop thinking so much about "you"
t: cuck

>>34952719
Degenerate filth get mental help quick.

>>34956779
I fucking wish I could afford a therapist although I doubt it would help. Thanks for the advice though /pol/ at least you didn't tell me to kill myself this time.

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>>34956201
There is a reason not to , its the same reason why we don't tell schizophrenics who believe their Jesus that they actually are because we need to help not pander to the mentally I'll.

>>34956989
This isn't a reason in 10 years it will be pretty generally accepted to be trans.

>>34952719
stop watching porn fuckface retard faggot (original)

>>34957021
>he thinks porn caused my dysphoria
I wish I could be you anon. I wish I could know the joys of not having gender dysphoria it must be really nice.

>>34957009
Just because something is accepted by main stream society doesn't make it good.

>>34957081
I'm not saying it is good I hate being trans it fucking sucks. I wish they made a cure for dysphoria instead of just throwing me hormones to deal with it.

>>34957109
>a cure for dysphoria
It's called a 9mm injected directly into your brain

>>34957167
Ugh you know people like you are the reason I shill so much on your board

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>>34952719
Tell yourself different things every day that help you feel better and more whole. For example, you can still be: cute, lovely, feminine, sweet, pure, beautiful/etc/whatever you want as a male.

Sort of know your feels but kind of on the other side of the river; I basically had to learn to re-think what feminine and masculine are; keep working on changing your perspective and no matter what know that there's people like me who will accept and respect you for whatever gender you are or want to be.

This is what lgbtqi++ pride means. It's loving yourself and achieving self-esteem regardless of how you present or what your labels are.

I'd love to see mass societies perception altered to the point where you can feel comfortable as who you are.

Come to the left/democratic side, all who feel similar. SUPPORT LGBTQI+++++!

>>34957109
Maybe its a problem with parenting and the constant shift of main steam culture towards the left which causes people to be trans.

>>34957204
kill yourself mentally deranged freak

>>34957204
I actually really respect all lgbt people. Probably because I'm a deeply closeted trans. I'm also left leaning for the same reason still I wish I was normal though.

>>34952719
Theres a long-term studies that demonstrate that post-operation trans people have about a 4x higher mortality rate than those that dont, and a 20x higher suicide rate.

They concluded that gender reassignment isnt enough. Well, no shit.

A lot of the time, not knowing what your role in life is will be a greater detriment than any dysphoria.

If you have a fulfilling life with a job you take pride in, take the leap.

Otherwise, work on becoming a woman you'd respect.

A childhood friend of mine was a succesful architect before the transition, and is a lot happier after. But I know had they transitioned early all itd do is make life more complicated.

>>34954485
>I just want to be normal but it might come to that.
FUCK OFF YOU WANNABE NORMIE REEEEEEEE

>>34957529
I would love to be normal no one wants to be trans.

try taking estrogen blockers and testosterone, do traditional male things until you learn to enjoy these things, in general it might help if you try to emotionally deaden yourself so your not as affected by chemicals.