I spent all of my developmental years miserable, and now I don't even have a personality outside of mental illness.
well that's fine
what do you do for a living?
>>34919658
nothing. i went to college for two years, dropped out and was a NEET for a while. now i'm trying college again and it sucks and i might withdraw a second time because i'm pathetic
>>34919683
how do you pay for food and shelter?
>>34919707
parents. they're wealthy and tolerant of failure.
are you me?
>getting kind of good at faking it, but I can tell everyone's onto me and can never let my guard down
>>34919760
we are two sides of the same coin. i'm too good at faking it, so nobody believes me when i say i have no personality or character
>>34919748
oh man I'm jealous
Why don't you just follow your dreams? do whatver, sleep around, travel, then just get whatever job pays $20/h and buy a house
>>34919791
>I don't even have a personality outside of mental illness
what dreams?
It's liberating, since at this point, every act of mine is a rebellion against reality and society.
I want to have kids because I see it as a further affront to nature - I deserve to be weeded out of the gene pool, yet will troll evolution by slipping onto the next life to continue my /mischief/
The worst that could happen to me is the sweet release of death. Life is a bonus level without enemies, and I spend it offending normies with my stench and unpopular opinions.
I am free, I am not happy, but I am certainly free.
>>34919605
I spent my early years being a bit of a sperg, worst thing of all is that I can't really make people laugh intentionally. Now i'm a boring fuck.
>>34919871
oh my, so /D E V I L I S H/