A girl who preforms in town and sings and dances to music, mostly

if you want ill tell her you like her

everyday I see her and everyday i want to kill myself because of her

>>34902021
wow way to put the pressure on her anon.

>>34901769
This hits so close to home the particles of it melted with mine
Shit

>>34901769
i know that feel, i love girls like that
just talk to her man you can do it

>>34901792
>>34902221
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>>34902319
I am ok looking but a bit fat and thats a massive turnoff for women. I just want to die but I can't kill myself because of my mother who cares about me far more than she should. It''s a cruel joke that I want nothing more than to die but i can't because of this weeb girl. i wish someone could hire an assassin to kill me, everyday it feels like i'm slamming my balls with a sledgehammer and theres nothing I can do to stop it. pain pain pain pain pain pain but at the end of the day the only person to blame for all this is me, i am lazy, fat and unwanted and dont even attempt to make it better, instead i just wallow in self pity, i am the worst human being there is and thats saying something considering I have played games with and met some really awful human beings online but at least they have some kind of self confidence.

She seems like such a perfect human being and seems to have the same interests as me and I even saw her when I went to see that Kimi no na wa movie in the cinema, all i want in life is to at least talk to her but I can''t bring myself to it. I am going to buy lots of drugs so I can get the confidence to talk to her, she is all i want and if she rejects me I will literally killmyself but she seems like a good person to at least give me a chance, I hope this works please god.