>tfw you're actually pretty much just gay
>tfw you still date women just to hide your sexuality from friends and family
>tfw you're a masculine gay and into that Greco-Roman sort of shit
>tfw you'll never find an effeminate male to love
>tfw you'll never kind of feminize him
>tfw you'll never be together with a girly male and make him your own and marry him
>tfw traps and bois are just memes and you'll never experience it for youself
Why do I even wake up in the morning? I'm almost thirty, I'm running out of time. Soon I'll be one of those old gross gay "daddies" if nothing chances. Just fucking kill me, famalam.
>>34896254
You still go through the motions of dating girls? I gave up on that years ago.
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>>34896290
Yes. I still need to get off and tits are kind of fun and pussy still feels good. It's not that I can't get it up for females but feminine males are much more attractive to me. But it only becomes more and more hollow over time. If I don't find a pretty male soon I'll just have to settle down with a woman for the rest of my life so my peers don't speculate I'm some sort of weirdo.
>>34896254
>being that much of a normie that you can just go on dates
>still on /r9k/
Being a faggot is the rightful punishment for you.
>>34896619
You're probably right, anon. :(
This probably really is some sort of punishment for being an actual gay.