>haven't fapped in two months
>literally cannot fap anymore because of how unattractive I feel / am
I want to die
nigger did you just use a forward slash to make your i italic?
are you fucking with me? maybe get on that dying thing you wanna do so much.
>>34892094
It was supposed to be feel slash am
>>34892073
what you a trap or something i just fapped to one
felt bad about fapping to them but still pretty happy i am young hung fit white who is shy a virgin
>>34892186
I was a trap from age 13-19
Now I look too much like a guy and I hate it
>>34892224
post pic were you from maybe your not at bad
>>34892110
oh thank christ. phew. I am happy you're still alive then. my bad, it's 8am and i've been up all night and day drinkin'.
>tfw girls hnnng over me on Omegle, tell me to strip, jokingly flex their muscles, say I'm the sexiest guy they encountered on the site, jaws drop
>>34892329
I'm unironically glad you're not me, I would hate that
>>34892329
Super jealous desu
Similar feel here
>not unattractive or anything
>just socially retarded
>feel undeserving of any relationship, real or hypothetical
>can't even get hard while awake now, still get morning wood so I am 100% sure my problem is a mental one
>fear I might be mentally ill, my mother is bipolar so it is a possibility
>depresses me even further
>start crying myself to sleep every few days
What the fuck is wrong with me? I am only 18 I have no idea what I'm doing
Teach me your secrets.
I just started no-fap.
>>34893146
Be so depressed you can barely get hard and when you do or when you see anything pornographic you are utterly disgusted with yourself
you need to learn to love and accept yourself for who you are.
Not everybody is constantly judging you, the the ones who are, are typically horrible people.
It took me a long time to become comfortable in my own skin, but my life improved so much once I did. Confidence comes shortly after.
Just love who you are anon.
>>34893180
Why should I care about getting hard if I an an khv at 23 anyway?
I never stood a chance, I don't get depressed anymore anyway, I accept myself.
>>34892073
I'm sure you're not as unattractive as you feel/think you are. I know it sounds like a platitude but it's probably true. I constantly think I'm worthless, but thats just the depression talking, I found that Cognitive behavior therapy really worked, perhaps it's something you should look into. Also I know it's a meme at this point, but exercise really does help me feel better, that might be something else worth looking into.