>when each picture your lost oneitis posts of herself is more beautiful than the last
>and also you've moved 8 states away so you literally have no chance with her
>when every day your desire for existential release grows stronger than the last
>too beta to live a normal healthy life
>too beta to kill myself
Would a fellow robot murder me in my sleep if I leave them all of my money?
>tfw have a contact for my oneitis in my phone that I filled out with public voter database info
>even have a contact pic I got off Instagram
>every day I stare at the contact debating whether I should call
>it's been 3 years
> Oneitis dropped her boyfriend
> Comes to hang with me and breaks the news to me
> Completely caught off guard and may have let feelings slip?
> Thought i may have noticed some signs from her as well but i cant tell
> Can never fucking tell.
>oneitis from high school is successful in life with a stable career
>took up bodybuilding in her free time and looks better than ever
>I am in a dead end job making barely above minimum wage
>Gained at least 30 lbs since high school