College Nightmare thread ?
>be me
>autistic ADHD ridden depressed fuck, the whole r9k package
>final year of college, have 3 "friends"
>they're just normies(the harmless,kindhearted types) who consider me worthy enough as their friend and laugh at my autistic humor
>actually I'm unable trust anyone nor do I feel anything or consider anyone my friend
>they decide to go on a trip to another state, of course tell me to come along
>refuse, say "parents won't let me go"
>typical "muh overprotective parents" routine, they initially buy it
>as the journey date comes closer, they however start insisting for me to come along
>today they talked to my mom she said that it's fine, I can go
>don't have the balls to tell them I don't wanna go,I'm lethargic and I just wanna be finally left alone,free from college and all that burden
>they give me the "but anon its the final year, we'll never meet again, we all are gonna go different ways, this is our only chance to have fun"
>contemplate suicide so I don't have to go and don't have to refuse them either
Emotionally pressuring people like this should be fucking illegal.
FUCK I DON'T WANNA GO
Do it pussy I bet you can't
>>34887939
Tell them or be a ballless sissy like you always are.
Fucking help brehs.. I know what I want is a little selfish, but I really don't wanna go, trips like these use up my very life force and I feel like dying immediately after
>>34887967
no man.. I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it. Well maybe not a pussy, but more like my mind tells me that this is not enough of a reason
>>34887989
Toughen up you nerd fuckin do it
>>34888009
no u
origamipasta
Force yourself to go and try to enjoy it. I bet if you don't go you'll just spend the time feeling useless and left-out.
>>34888457
You're right. You're a nice person anon, thank you so much man thank you you're absolutely right I was actually thinking the same right now thanks I appreciate the fact that you took the time to read this thread and actually reply , you're a good person
>>34887939
>last day off high school
>everyone is going to the beach to party and get drunk
>i go home and play guitar hero then battlefield 1942
feels mixed feelings man
>>34888514
You're right. You're a nice person anon, thank you so much man thank you you're absolutely right I was actually thinking the same right now thanks I appreciate the fact that you took the time to read this thread and actually reply , you're a good and original person
>>34887939
You'll have fun, just go and be happy