>go a long time without masturbating
>feeling really good about myself
>have one weak moment
>"I've earned one quick fap"
>one fap leads to another
>spiral into pure debauchery
>continue in this until I absolutely hate myself, and swear I will quit forever
>repeat
Sometimes I wish I would just die.
> be me
> quit porn and masturbation for 2 months.
> meet people, become social. Life is good.
> unexpected stress arises, playing on the phone.
> look at some naked girls, convince myself this isn't porn
> nut
> slowly escalate and back to square one. Fuck
>move out of parents and in with a room mate
>subconsciously knew fapping would be a little weird in this new situation
>just kind of obstained without thinking about it for like 6 weeks
>everything going pretty swell in this new environment
>have a wet dream 1 night
>it was a catalyst to just start porn and fapping again
>everything starts crashing down around with me
>continue living there for 3 more months before calling it quits and moving back to parents
>been a NEET for 6 1/2 years since
>>34877646
You look like the movie reviewer guy from Youtube.
>>34877646
stop doing this to yourself. Not cumming on a regular basis leads to increased chances of prostate and testicular cancer.
You should be cumming at least once every week or so.
>>34878033
I'd rather have cancer than be a filthy pervert.
>>34878322
masturbation is not being a filthy pervert unless you are indiscriminately feeding other people your cum or seagulling on people
>>34878517
I don't buy it. I hate masturbating so much. I wish I didn't do it so often.
>>34878896
try and find a way to make it more enjoyable for yourself.
>>34878938
Of I enjoy it very much while I'm doing it. But I feel horrible after. I sometimes feel depressed for days if a ruin a nofap streak.
>>34879046
thats quite odd. I don't feel that way myself, even after weeks of no fapping just because.
>>34879046
Just cut your cock off bro. That's what I did. Haven't cum in months
>>34879103
Some things would be easier with no penis, but I'd regret doing that. I'd like to make love to a woman some day.
>>34879046
the trick is to feel no regrets about it. There's no point in being depressed about a biological function. Sometimes you just need to fap, it's okay, it's part of life.
Sometimes you need to fap more, other times less, and maybe not at all for a little while