Greetings Robots! I have finished my 4 year expedition into the

How did you join them? Losing weight is not a complete answer.

How did you stop having the typical robotic social awkwardness?

>>34857980
This sounds about right. Espeially the part about growing up comfortably.

>>34858078
>How did you stop having the typical robotic social awkwardness?
>>34857980
>3-4 years ago I began losing weight and from there my confidence grew as did my general attractiveness which allowed me to become more comfortable around normies.
Just lose weight and be yourself, anon!

>>34858078
It was more round uni I would have properly say I joined them. It was a completely new environment so people could only judge you based on what they had known you to do. So with enough practice you should become able to learn a few social cues and from there you just have to blag it depending on the situation. One thing I fell into as a sort of emergency response would be to mention a fact related to what was going on or the conversation (you have to time these perfectly) which I'd generally find out from trawling the internet (something I've been accustomed to for years).

When I was still in school I started using facebook more, I used here and steam regularly so it was less daunting and much easier than real life. From there I started working out how to respond to people better.

Another thing that was handy was Sports. I used to hate football but I realised before uni that games like Fifa are good for social interaction among male students, also I read somewhere that people become better friends when playing games/sports together because of the friendly competition involved. So with this in mind I treated Fifa as any other game and learnt how to play it, this meant I was able to hang out with the people around me in a relaxed, not so big group enviroment

>>34858107
Losing weight is generally good, the people around you give you lots of praise when they notice it and when it's done you feel a sense of accomplishment which feels great next as people are praising you for it

>be proto robot coming of age before /r9k/
>grew up skelly mode, mistaken for girl or assumed to be gay
>bullied by all, catholic mother so turned the other cheek
>went to prom with no date
>tfw.jp2
>college time
>growing /handsome/
>profound inability to flirt with women
>approached by forward women on multiple occasions
>never engage, never hook up
>be 18
>begin creatine and lifting consistently for months
>testosterone boost brings new mating instincts
>flirt with a qt
>first gf ever, date a few months
>falter on gym discipline
>lose hormone boost
>become meek around her friends
>get cheated on and dumped
>still a virgin
>date chubby jewish titcow
>can't have sex due to vaginal pain vaginismus
>break up when she wants to marry but still won't have sex with me
>summer, back at mom's
>begin dating 6/10 girl whose legal guardians are away on vacation with their real daughter
>lose virginity but she had a flat tire dumpy ass and anus wasn't clean
>grossed out and underwhelmed by the experience but giving her a chance
>have her meet me at college
>shows up with too short bob haircut
>404 beautiful blonde locks not found
>now 5/10
>fuck her thinking back to hotter jewish titcow
>dump her intending to find gf on campus more available
>shut in struggling to improve grades
>social skills worse than ever
>look for new gf on facebook which just came out
>find 6/10 skinny redhead learning japanese
>looks like a sweetheart
>get in touch online make a date
>fun new gf
>but a shallow bitch if I talk to her about herself
>her roommate is 10/10 athletic Stacy who finds me attractive
>gf suspiciously goes away to another school for a weekend to hang out with male friends alone
>swears not to be cheating but does not compute
>avoids me when she gets back
>dump her next time I see her
>outgoing campus public bike notices me
>has fucked literally all the Chads on campus
>naive do not see the red flag
>go over to comfort her after some Chad pumped and dumped her
>sleep over, cont.

>invites me to have unprotected sex on our sides me behind
>give it a try
>she's diagnosed with HPV the next week
>decide rather than breaking up to stay with her so I don't pass the virus to other women
>worst decision of that year
>move in with her after college
>she becomes a frigid bitch and manipulative volatile banshee
>threatens suicide if I break up with her
>manipulates me off from my family support network
>red flags and alarm bells are all I see and hear
>lose sight of what a normal gf is like
>get manipulated into eloping with her
>lets herself go immediately and stops showering cooking cleaning
>is on a vast cocktail of 7 or so different psychiatric drugs plus takes up smoking pot like a chimney
>becomes even more sexually unavailable
>back to me
>begin feeling bisexual attraction and tell her
>commence open relationship
>motivated to get /fit/ to date, moderate success
>invisible nerd in hetero scene but hot shit in gay world
>try dating men but realize sexual lust for men is profoundly weaker
>realize have retreated into gay dating because it's easier because no need to be Chad - can be effeminate
>but it was a taste of some sort of singles bar life in the city which was my very first taste of that
>divorce the banshee after 5 years married hell
>try to retrofit gay dating skills to straight world
>need more initiative and masculine swagger
>off days and on days
>still battling old habit of inability to flirt with women even after all this
>throw in the towel with bar scene and prematurely, leaving all the 9/10 qts behind without even trying to make moves on them
>ask 7.5/10 girl out at work
>date a year and a half
>sexually submissive
>nice family
>catholic, like my upbringing
>begin foreign medical school
>see her only between semesters
>trust that she's remained faithful, still do
>another year and a half long distance
>intend to break it off or propose
>don't want to give her up because have become comfortable, cont.

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>wonder if "never know you love her till you let her go" song is true
>decide if not dumping her must propose
>buy ring
>propose
>be back at school
>loved dearly by her but not ideal for me
>only 4th girl I've ever banged in my life
>how can I be ready to settle down, but age is a factor
>being over 30 having not grown into Chad yet is demoralizing
>don't feel she's hot enough to justify this long distance
>feel too shallow if dumping her over looks
>her love meanwhile is strong and true
>she sees me as a Chad by some miracle
>this factor means a lot to me
>can't figure out whether this doubt is pining for 20s freedom exploring the gay scene, a life I wouldn't want to return to anyway
>pencil dick and poor social skills makes me afraid another woman would just cheat and leave me
>meanwhile, complete shut in, never party at this notorious party school
>throwing all eggs into this one long distance relationship basket
>social life exclusively online - minecraft, showgoers, skype with fiancee and high school best friend
>social skills at worst level since age 17
>cuckborg refers to how ex-wife fucked a train of men while I was exploring sexuality feels
>cyborg feels

>>34857980
is education real?