>in all those great books, movies, shows, anime people suffer

There's nothing worth fighting for anymore OP

There are no more ideals to strive for

Its all gone to hell

you're pretty close to zen state
stop caring about external demands
peace out

File: 1486249756253.jpg (22KB, 500x373px) Image search: [Google]

22KB, 500x373px

>>34855854
Starving to death would be so inconvenient though, how would I explain it to my mom? And I couldn't very well get her to shut up about it if I don't explain.

>>34855800
I want that sweatshirt linky or u stinky

rei looking effay as fuck in that givenchy sweater

>tfw my childhood dream is to be a girl
>do everything in my power to fight for my dream and people tell me i'm mentally ill or kill myself

There's no point

>>34856310
The only reason you think it's even valid as a dream is because of the normalization of the mentally ill.

>>34856476
But I wanted this long before I had ever heard of other people wanting it too, I never even heard the concept of being trans until I was 17

>>34856654
Right, so you understood it was impossible until that moment when you began to doubt very basic facts.

Same shit here OP.

I even managed to beat depression by still I havent been able to find any particular reason to live, sure it can be enjoyable sometimes but I dont see myself living past 40 voluntarily, why struggle in a decaying body for no reason.

>tfw just want something to love, anything
I don't know why I even get out of bed in the afternoon