I need to masturbate to tadpoles, robots. I've been doing

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>>34849083
NOW NOW RIGHT NOW RIGHT FUCKING NOW

OH GOD ANONS HELP ME MY DICK MAY MAKE ME AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE

>>34849083
>>34849144
Are you talking about tadpoles or "tadpoles?"

>>34849193
The latter, for certain.

>>34849193

Pretty sure OP is talking about cp...I say go for it

>>34849083
I just masturbate to drawings. Legal but still hot enough

why dont u just kill urself instead

>>34849083
stay away from it don't be a huge faggot OP

>>34849410
>Legal
Not in most states.

stick to 2d and you'll be fine as long as you live in America or Japan

>>34849445
>not in most states
w-what states?

>>34849435
>why dont u just kill urself instead
Because I was raped as a kid and this is how I cope with it.

>>34849441
I'm trying but I can't do this forever

>>34849445
>>34849448
I see

>>34849472
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Legal_status_of_drawn_pornography_depicting_minors

>>34849309
>>34849396
Well...
I mean, I don't like tadpoles but I guess I can offer some help.
1.) Don't collect anything featuring tadpoles. Watch the tadpoles swim around for a while, then when you're done, erase everything having anything to do with the tadpoles.
2.) Change the Tor circuit every 15 minutes
3.) Hope you don't get raided

>>34849480
Who rapped you? Green text story

>>34849492
>no mentions of New Hampshire
wew

Get yourself chemically castrated. Seriously.

It's not what it sounds like. When people hear "chemical castration," they think it means using chemicals to make your dick fall off. That's wrong. You keep your dick and balls perfectly intact and you can even still get hard if you chose. What it really does is dull your sexual needs. You just take a pill every day that sort of disables all of your sexual urges.

Essentially, you're just stopping yourself from getting horny.

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I guess I should report OP so at least the authorities can track his IP. Be careful now they know you are a pedophile.

>>34849525
>4 years old
>mother and father got divorced last year, so we were out of a house and bumming with friends/relatives
>me, mother and my 2 brothers
>playing outside in london somewhere staying at a family friend's house
>guy (somewhere between 14-21 but he had a babyface) asks me if I want to play
>retarded myself just lets him take me off where he wants
>he takes me inside a big metal storage container
>Has his way with me, gets on top of me and forces me to suck his dick and other acts of sodomy
>Mostly repressed memories so I can only remember his weight on top of me, his dirty smell and the look in his eyes
>when he's done he leaves
>I wander back to the house

>>34849617
Well, I don't have any child porn and I'm not stupid enough to go and look for it so I don't know what I'm going to get in trouble for. As I said I was raped myself as a child and I'm not going to encourage that kind of behaviour. I'd just fantasize but I'm resisting the urges.

>>34849655
Damn that's rough bro. How have you coped with it all these years? Do you have any PTSD or anything like that?

>>34849083
Hey OP whatever you do don't look at this thread
>>34848652

>>34849655
You've seen and heard about the things they do to pedos in jail right? You would be better off taking your own life.

>>34849712
Well I had/have no friends so I talked about it with no one. I ended up doing weird sex things with my cousins and one classmate when I was 6-8 because I thought this kind of stuff was normal. Looking back along the way I somehow internalised the link between being a child and sexual arousal and it lead me to the attraction I have today. I have a host of other mental problems so it could be a combination of those too. I just wish this never happened to me. I hate the fact that I was raped, I hate the fact that young people arouse me, and yet I can't do anything about it. I'm not exclusively attracted to them but nothing makes me more aroused. I've been very tempted to look for 3d in the past but I just can't. I don't want to go down that rabbit hole.

I suppose I had to be my own therapist and come up with my own coping mechanism for what happened, which has lead me to having the problems I do today. I would give everything I had to never feel the way I do again, but I don't think anything that exists would strike me a deal like that.

My own mother didn't find out until I sperged out at 16, told someone and they told my mother. I really wish she never knew. She's interrogated me about it, saying things like "it was X, wasn't it? You're just trying to defend them" and nothing makes me more fucking angry. I believe what happened to me as a child was the event that set the ball in motion, leading up to the depressing, pathetic life I live now.

>>34849783
*Child molesters. As I've stated, I'm not going to molest a child, and I'm not going to do anything that will put me in jail. Fantasies only, but I'm not very comfortable with that either.

>>34849588
Why should he? If he isn't paying for his tadpole material he isn't contributing to the suffering of innocents.

>>34849588
He wont be raping tadpoles anon, learn the difference

>>34850307
I don't want to be castrated. I love the arousal but I hate that I do.

>>34850425
Yes. Please understand this. No matter how horny it makes me I would never hurt a child. I would never put someone through what I have been through, for a cheap orgasm. My entire life feels like it's been affected by the choice of one person. Even if the FBI are monitoring this IP, I don't care. It needs to be said. I will never harm a child for as long as I live. I know that I'm a freak to society. I even scare myself. But I have to live with this or I don't live at all. I've already attempted suicide and I don't want to go down that path again.

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find something to fap to amongst the mountains of legal porn available

put some effort into making yourself come, if you feel that tinge in your prostate, go for it, once you come you won't care anymore

once you find legal porn that tickles your fancy make a note of it and go back there

key to letting your fetish for "tadpoles" atrophy is to avoid thinking about it and redirect your urges towards whatever legal porn you like

>>34850597
Knowing the nature of WHY the fetish developed, I don't think this is possible. If it was just something I stumbled across and found I liked, then that would be fair enough. However, I've lived my entire life with these thoughts because of an event I won't forget until the day I die. I cannot undo those neural pathways.

I do understand what you're saying. I don't feel the urge to get off to it every time - but that one night, when no one is around and I'm left with my own thoughts - those are the nights that scare me the most because I KNOW what I'll be thinking of and doing.

I like women ranging from 50 to 11, milfs to lolis thicc fit etc.
How do I cope with that? You may ask
I simply dont, I don't need to, just acknowledge that somethings arepossible while othes are fap scenarios.
My mother will never be a sexy thicc bomb lusting for my cock, just like I'll never by approached by an eager preeteen with a silky smooth pussy.
Solution, just fap, and avoid any contact with anyone else like you, never contribute to any community, never paid for porn and never make a request.

>>34850487
Don't beat yourself up. Something was done unto you that made you this way, sexual arousal is not a choice. Some people get off to feet, some can only jerk off to pictures of trains, and some get off to videos of women in high heels crushing bugs. It's just brain chemicals.

It's unfortunate that your fascination involves underage children, but it's a psychological thing. I fully believe you can deprogram yourself, but it might be necessary to reach out to professionals. Not just some fat old therapist who will judge you silently, but real pros who deal with that stuff specifically.

>>34849524
I don't care for tadpole browsing but I got curious about your post. Why should these degenerates change the Tor circuit every 15 minutes? And what is the Tor "circuit" itself? I was planning to leak some sensitive information regarding the place I work and have been scared of been found out.

>>34849193
Nice try, NSA. Originalidoo.

>>34849083
Go to the board-tan booru. Go to the imageboard. Some guy has been spamming there.

>>34850894
what does board-tan-booru even mean =/

>>34850824
>Why should these degenerates change the Tor circuit every 15 minutes?
Just to buck any kind of tracking that might be going on. Unlikely, but just to be safe.
>And what is the Tor "circuit" itself?
So basically Tor works by connecting to other people who are using the browser and going through their connection as a proxy. So before you reach a .onion, Tor takes you through several random people's modems before you get there, to give the appearance that you are in multiple locations at once rather than just the one. This makes it "impossible" for you to be traced. So instead of there being a straight road leading from your computer to a website, it's more of a 'circuit' that goes through multiple houses before you get there for added anonymity. This is why .onion websites are so slow.
SPOILER ALERT: The NSA cracked it years ago, they just don't seem to give a shit because it's too much effort to trace every single person.

>>34850487
Dude just fap while you think about it, dont actually save that stuff to your computer because you CAN get fucked up by law for this

Maybe watch some of those 18yo young looking sluts online if that makes it better

>>34849083
who doesn't?

don't make a big deal out of it.

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>>34850758
>Knowing the nature of WHY the fetish developed
don't tell me you think it is innate, that is pseudoscientific bullshit, do I really have to sit here for half an hour and listen to your logical fallacies and insults as I sit and try to get some crazy opinionated pedo to understand basic psychology? tbqh I can't be bothered to do that

it doesn't matter how early you developed the fetish and how deeply engrained it seems, it is due to psychological conditioning and can be reversed, slowly

go to xvideos and start browsing porn immediately and don't look back, lube up your dick, play with a fleshlight and you will come eventually even if you don't find anything you really really like, in time you will find something you like or your brain will associate sex with the many jiggling titties you see, will forget about your fetish

do this and your life will be a little better, don't do it and you may be walking a path to some serious hurt, I am literally asking you to browse porn which isn't exactly a chore, I don't see what the big deal is, jack off (to legal porn) and cum ffs

>>34850780
This.


Keep it to yourself, dont interact with other pedos in any way. We know you are probably cool but most pedos arent, also never have tadpole stuff on your harddrives

>>34850894
I don't know which booru that is but I'm not sure I want to find out.

>>34851102
I'm not saying it cannot be done, just that it may not be possible in my case. I know I'm making a problem, being given a solution, and not taking it. I DO try to keep looking at different stuff and it sometimes works but i always come back to this no matter how much I run away.

>>34850824
>>34851036
Oh, also never maximize the Tor window. Keep it at the dimensions it's already in when you first open it

>>34851170
>Oh, also never maximize the Tor window. Keep it at the dimensions it's already in when you first open it
Why's that, friendo?

>>34851187
If you use Tor, there's already a warning that explains everything when you do it.

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you're all sick

>>34851102
porn with dicks is for faggots.

>>34851187
It allows people to track the size, dimensions and definition of the display you're using, as well as whether or not that display is soldiered into the computer.
This means they can essentially see what kind of computer you're using when you maximize the window.
When you keep it unsnapped, though, God knows what you're using.

Next week buzzfeed

Pepe is now a symbol for a cult of virgin mysoginistic MRA pedophiles around the world

>>34851371
Thanks for the answer. I had no clue about that.

>>34851371
>>34851170
>>34851036
>>34849524

Jfc, I'm so not ready for the dark web. Tried it once a while back when the silk road was still up, but had no idea what the fuck to do and didn't know any of this shit

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>>34851402

junior pepe

>>34851342
closeted faggot detected

hiding from dicks doesn't make you less gay

>>34851371
some snake oil urban myth bullshit. screen resolutions are standard, unless you've got some 16K prototype, or some 30 years old CGA, it means nothing.

is not like the government hasn't already backdoors on every os and isp there are

>>34851513
enjoying dicks in your porn makes you both a faggot and a cuck.

solo female softcore is the only porn for the discerning man. even lesbo are dildo stuff are overacted pleb shit.

>>34851630
>being this gay

the dicks are gonna get you

>>34851673
>>34851571
>>34851630
>>34851513
Stop flinging shit at eachother holy fuck. A pedo literally comes out to you people and you're STILL arguing about traps? /r9k/ surprises me once again.

>>34851673
>craves the DICK
>calling people gay

kek. your naiveness is heartwarming. get a nice life.

>>34849083
Dont give in OP. We believe in you.

If it gets really bad you should get some help. Contrary to popular belief they wont castrate you unless you ask for it or are already convicted of molestation.

>>34850998
>>34851149
Google "board-tan booru" and it should be the first link. That is the first and last hint I will give you.

>>34851432
No prob

>>34851452
the deep web is actually not really even that bad. it's like 80% stupid shit like nyan cats, 2% 4chan-like forums, and the rest of it is illegalities. Just don't be a moron and it's easy.

>>34851571
That's just the explanation that Tor gives when you maximize the window.

>>34851877
Didn't find anything. Did whatever you saw got deleted?

>>34849524

Well I don't like tadpoles either but if you're worried about raids buy a mobile internet dongle anonymously and use it to connect to Tor and only Tor

Unless you're important enough for them to bother triangulating your position from cell phone tower signals you won't be worried about raids.

>>34852059
It's a honeypot.

oregano

>>34849524

Do you know where CandyPalace is?

>>34852174
Get the fuck out you sick freak
idk just go look on the uncensored hiddenwiki or whatever

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>>34849492
>drawn pornography depicting minors is illegal in Britain
>except for Scotland

Feels good, man.

>>34852188

You know what it is too freak and I've already checked the onion and a few tadpole forums. No-one seems to be giving up that info.

Kinda disheartening that fapping to cute softcore involving fertile young girls is still considered repulsive, deviant behaviour.

People in 100 years are gonna laugh at our victorian, double standard bullshit.

oh shit i should not have clicked on this bread

>>34849472
>>34849492
Loli is illegal under federal law if it is found to be obscene otherwise it is protected by first amendment.

>>34853225
>in a century cp will be considered legal

try a millenium

>trying to make excuses for why it's okay to have these urges

God fucking damn it go seek help NOW before you do something you regret.
Stick to loli or shota
Find something other than /that/ to satisfy you

Boy tadpoles or Girl tadpoles ? I'll try to help :/
>If male tadpoles.
>Circumcision
>puberty
>If female poles:
>diaper rash
Annd i don't know what else
But tadpoles are disgusting wiggly creatures that need to stop being made

>>34849083
Boys or girls?
Aboriginal comet