How can I simulate the feeling of having a nice and comfy mommy taking care of me and making everything okay when I'm alone? Tulpa are scary and haven't worked for me in the past, so preferably without that maybe?
>>34839268
why not just create yourself an imaginary friend?
>>34839432
What do you mean? How so?
>>34839268
Get a hooker
Origgg
>>34839461
Fucking this
hahaha, you'll be paying her, but as soon as its over you will realize how retarded this. Just like getting a hooker.
>>34839268
>Tulpa are scary and haven't worked for me in the past
Please explain that haven't worked for me part
>>34839461
I don't think I can do that and it wouldn't feel right
>>34839615
When I was younger I thought the idea was cool but I got impatient and tried to rush things and it didn't go well. What I ended up with was the mental equivalent of talking to myself with sock puppets, only I tried my hardest to make myself believe the sock puppets were their own people. It got pretty bad but it's over now.
>>34839675
Well you asked for a simulation and I don't think there's a way around it
heroin and psychosis
>>34839675
Sounds like an odd experience. Why don't you try again but properly this time? If you want a simulation, that's the closest you'll get without actually getting a mommy gf.