>you will always be you >you will never be anyone else

>If I was taller my oneitis would like me
>If I was white my oneitis would like me
>If I had a better jaw my oneitis would like me
>Realize the only way to improve these things is to be born a second and do everything over again

Bad feels

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>the circumstances you went through during the developmental stages of your youth have almost irreversibly formed the person you are for the worse

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>>34828180
I know that feel. I never asked for a fucked up childhood.

>>34827786
Your oneitis sounds like a shallow cunt. Have some self respect man.
>>34828180
>>34828243
You guys Have shitty parents to?

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>auto roll life
>get deprived class for masochists

>>34828303
>Grandpa would grab my ass
>Grandma only got upset at him for it
>Older sister tried molesting
>I actually liked it
>Stopped just before actually doing anything
>Still doesn't talk to me
>Mom was abusive and drunk
>Dated abusive, drunk Chads
>Sometimes would disappear for days
>Came home around 2am every single night drunk
>Moved around at least once a year to skip bail on multiple DUI charges
>Had to watch her get wrestled to the ground and arrested in our living room
>Sent me into kinship care when I was 11 for no reason
I hate that stupid whore.

>you had a chance to redo everything but blew it because you're a lazy piece of shit
>you know you're eventually going to anhero but still stick around because you're a pussy
>you didn't even roll really shitty stats you just can't bring yourself to do anything

I could have at least gotten the minimal motivation and courage needed for offing myself

>>34828309

>mother was neurotic, paranoid, abusive
>wanted to control every aspect of my life
>even bathed me until I was 12
>slept in the same bed as her until 18 yo
>father was distant and neglectful
>barely said two words to me throughout my life
>no idea how to function n my own
>need a mommy gf who will run my life

>>34828426
I don't care what pc culture says a boy needs a strong male role model in his life. This is how INFP's are created.

>>34827712
you can change yourself tho

>>34827786
Maybe if you got off the internet and weren't a baby she would like you?

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>>34827712
I'm alright with it. Life's a great big game, no need to feel such regret over that which you have no control over. I'm tall, strong, and healthy, but I'm not perfect. I can't change what I didn't make, so I am content.

>>34828524
I don't think I can do that

>>34828551
I'm on the internet and a baby because she doesn't like me, not the other way around you retard

>>34828680
>I won the game so I'm not mad at it
Cool

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>>34828243
I just wanted everyone to be happy.

>>34828303
>You guys Have shitty parents to?
They're alcoholics who argued what might as well have been literally every night from when I was 4 to maybe about 11-12. It could have been worse, but now if someone yells at or around me, I just shut down.

>mom and dad definitely have a different personality disorder each
>arguments every night
>would go to school and get bullied
>my friends at the time would turn on me the moment a more popular person started bullying me
>one of the teachers hated me and would go out of his way to embarrass me around people
>would come home and have maybe 4 hours of peace before the arguments started
>would just escape into video games and cartoons
>think I was raped sometime around 6-7 years old because I had a really, really fucked up sexuality for an 8-9 year old and there's a massive period of lost memory around the time we went on vacation to see family
>I was putting things up my ass when I was 8, I couldn't even cum at this time, not even a drop of anything that would come out when I had orgasms
>bullying continued all the way until my last year of high school
>ended up getting a job
>was actually really excited for it because I thought I was finally past all that shit
>turns out a workplace is just a high school where the people can't openly make fun of you because they can get fired but they're all still laughing at you in their groups because you're not one of them

I'm sorry for blogging

>>34828722
You're probably right, but what else can I say? It's better to tell people that it's alright and that nobody's perfect rather than being mean about it. Sometimes some positiveness can go a long way.

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>>34827712
Getting a re-roll is easy, just kill yourself.

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>>34828871
Want to be friends? You seem like a good person.
I'll warn you I'm really shitty at being friends with people. If I suddenly stop talking it's not because I think you're uninteresting, I just don't know what to talk about.

>>34829062
Forgot my steam.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/gaylolicon/

>>34827712
>>34828871
I agree with this guy. You seem like a genuinely good person who grew up in some pretty bad conditions. However you wanna talk I'd be your friend too man.

>>34830032
Fuck not OP. I meant >>34829062