>tfw I'm a shell of a human
>feel so empty that I can't fall asleep sometimes unless I pass out from exhaustion
>get a feeling of numbness in my head
>often just sit still and stare into nothingness
>>34824355
are you me?
hope you'll be alright anon
>>34824355
Its ok anon just start HRT and become the woman (trap) you should be.
>>34824355
i reach level when I don't even come here daily anymore
i just stay in bed most days thinking
>>34824525
Rather just die desu
>don't feel like doing anything
>keep looking at my games and downloaded anime
>look at the art books I have downloaded and think about drawing
>instead do nothing while leaning back in my chair and staring at the roof for 3 hours
>was reasonably fine a few months ago
>two weeks ago started to feel like my torso was injected with cold water
>felt so cold inside all i could do was go to bed and stare at the ceiling
>woke up feeling empty
>alternate daily between autistic rage of feeling betrayed by the world and near total emptiness where I no longer understand what human affection is
Sometimes life seems like a thing that happens to other people and i increasingly feel like a detached observer inside my own body.