You've done everything wrong your entire life. You've never had any real friends and nobody has ever actually believed in you.
The love that people say they feel for you is entirely feigned and nobody cares if you live or die.
Your entire life flashes before your eyes on a daily basis, not because you're about to die (as the sweet relief of death is beyond your grasp anyway, you're too much of a coward to do it), but because every second of your meager existence only serves to further torture you.
How dare you exist. How dare you come into this perfect world an imperfect creature.
Haunted, tormented, aimlessly wandering through life.
Haha, just stop being depressed dude, cheer up!
>>34813768
I know these feels OPEE.
To tell anyone that you are depressed or complain to anyone in any way would invalidate your own existence.
Either make it through or kill yourself, but to communicate would be to choose death.
>>34814168
>Either make it through or kill yourself, but to communicate would be to choose death.
Totally confused by this statement, care to explain that one again
>>34813768
I'm pretty sure my parents would be devasted if I killed myself
>>34813768
>Nobody has ever actually believed in you
Nice excuse. Most people believe in everyone until they have reason not to. Just because you have been a constant disappointment does not mean that there wasn't a time where someone believed in you. You just pissed that away, and it's on you to fix.
>>34814218
Maybe, but it's not a universal truth. There are a good amount of parents out there that would be relieved that their child ended their existence. Sad, but relieved.
>>34813768
Everyone in this world would die one day. Everything existing in the universe will rot away and die, including our world. Entropy is unavoidable and inevitable. No one will remember you or the human race as everything ends.
Might as well end it now. Thanks anon
>>34814200
He probably thinks that if you have someone to talk to you're not a robot.
>>34813768
Everyone feeling depressed should read "Feeling Good" by David Burns. He's created a whole new field in psychology and even though I can say I'm still depressed I feel like I've gotten better since I started reading his book.
You can find it on thepiratebay. That's what I did.
>>34814360
*Insert"KazuhiraMiller.jpg"Here*
WHY ARE WE STILL HERE? JUST TO SUFFER?
Yeesh. Too real, OP.
I'm still looking for a reason to give a fuck. Told my "best friends" this and one called me an edgelord. The other sent me a bunch of condescending, talking-down-to-me bullshit.
That really shattered my perception of how people saw me. They don't care. They care about themselves. And I'm probably the same way, but I don't know. I don't know much anymore.