>No friends >Don't want friends >Fixing to fail

>>34805907
>Life is a vexatious trap; when a thinking man reaches maturity and attains to full consciousness he cannot help feeling that he is in a trap from which there is no escape. Indeed, he is summoned without his choice by fortuitous circumstances from non-existence into life... what for? He tries to find out the meaning and object of his existence; he is told nothing, or he is told absurdities; he knocks and it is not opened to him; death comes to him - also without his choice.

Anton Chekhov, ward no.6

>>34806231
That just makes me feel like suicide is the only logical thing to do. Maybe I'll work up to it one day.

>>34805907
Don't be afraid to do it anon. Have the courage to break the cycle!

>>34806368
>Life ... is a burden. The day about to begin is an oppressive weight.... The erect penis is heavy, even heavier the hanging one. Even the most tender breast has to be dragged along.

Jean Amery, On suicide

>>34806603
That's a dumb analogy. My erect dick is heavier.

>>34806913
I took it as a metaphor.
It's hard to live when you're full of strength, even harder when you're bored

>>34805907
>Too afraid to an hero
Shut the fuck up. You don't want to an hero; if you really wanted to you would or at LEAST attempt to.
You mean: I wish I were dead so I wouldn't have to face all the problems I have caused and want to pussy out.

>>34805907
start a punk band
>you don't need to know how to play an instrument
>being nervous on stage will be your artistic expression
>scream about robot troubles
>talk about fucked up things
>???

>>34807115
I have attempted it. There are three scars on my throat. I don't really care about whether or not I'm a pussy and none of my "problems' have any value to solve because even if they were gone I would still be unhappy.

Try lithium or some shit idk.